Today was even more powerful. Met another angelic today, who doesn't know much about this except knowing that she's "more than human." Was pleased to meet her. Ended up in a discussion at a house in which she lived, very positive and revealing. I told much about my own experiences with the Shadow and Fallen and the Old gods and the gods in the Earth. Everyone (who I thought were "mundanes") was drinking it up, looking for more. It's time to reveal the truth in a big way! I can't find people who are angry about what I'm telling them!
Problem was when an old friend was there. Someone I first posted about here, two years ago. He's Shadow. I know it. He's also very unstable, incredibly hateful of the angelic side of himself. I don't know how to get through or even to try. I've never said outright to him what I think. I hint. Because he's so... unstable. He interrupts our conversation over and over. Tries to derail it, tries to focus on other things. Finally I explode. It's just... too intense. Intense for me because of the "mundanes" accepting all of this, intense because of the second angelic I'm meeting here, practically begging me to do readings for her and tell her who she is, intense because I can't believe this is all real, intense because he KNOWS it's real and is trying to derail us into his own denial. I couldn't take it.
Suggestions? Not that it matters, people can be unstable at any age, but he's about 21 I suppose. I feel like he's fragile... when he first (started following me) started approaching me, he just seemed... overjoyed to know me, while also sharing really intense things about himself... I'm not sure what to do... Or whether to do anything. He seems to... inject himself into conversations and into my presence, even when I don't want to see him.