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PostSubject: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 2:57 am

Hi everyone!
U can call me Madhavi for now.
I feel such a bubbling wave of emotions rising from my heart as I am attempting my first post here and reconnect. I am soooooooooooo happppppppyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! Laughing in tears right now!
Thanks to Asthart I am here now and vaguely starting to touch upon some memories of the past...so far they have been feelings and emotions and recognition connected to Shadow/ angel stuff. Through friends I met Asthart in my own home and felt a connection and could relate to a lot of what she was saying, she helped me to remember a few things about my shadow past and I was so excited because I have had always such a strong desire to remember the past lives. By myself I have not been able to open up much memories, yet I feel so excited to open up to it, to be exposed to all of it to understand and to see the bigger picture.
As I was reading about the history on the website I had soo much intense emotion coming up, cried and laughed and felt so happy that Azazel and Isthahar came together and remember the past and felt so excited that I am going to meet them personally. So excited.

Talk to you all soon
Thank you all

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 4:28 am

Smile I'm happy for you! Keep exploring Smile and welcome to the forum. Have a cup of hot cocoa, and I'll add a few marshmallows in there for you.

The forum has a few rules that we like to observe. Mostly it's just to keep in mind that there are so many truths and that we all have a piece, so please have respect for others, and others will have respect for you. If you have any problems, pm a moderator (like myself or any of the mods) or the admins. If you click on "Search" and then "Advanced Search" and search with google, you can search the website for any topic.

Feel free to start a new topic, or to post in any of the older ones. Any sensitive information can be posted in the "Members' Only" section of the site.

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 10:01 am

Welcome, it's nice to see that you're so happy Razz

My name is Capsha, but feel free to call me Cap, Cappy or Haniel.

Could you also do me a favour and not use that colour of text? My eyes find it very difficult to read it Rolling Eyes
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 11:11 am

I've helped facilitate her awakening into her memories and it has been very powerful. It's not all happiness and light, but I know that a large burden, a lifetime burden has been released by coming here and connecting with others like her.

I can see how that could be a difficult color to read against this dark background. So maybe, Madhavi, don't use any color next time? That may make it easier on everyone's eyes when they read your posts. Smile
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 7:15 pm

Hello, Madhavi! I am Melari, a Keeper of the Multiversal Balance. More specifically, I am this planet's Deathkeeper, and even more specifically, I am a Feral Keeper (with some physical traits of an Edenic liger (or rather, ligeress since I'm female). It's a pleasure to have you on the forum. ^^

... If I may ask, the name Lururiel wouldn't happen to strike you as familiar, would it...?

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 9:14 pm


Thanx so much Ash, Cap `n Melari.

``... If I may ask, the name Lururiel wouldn't happen to strike you as familiar, would it...?``

wow wow wow....sure, something about that ......huge wave of mixed emotions, relief, sadness, happiness...

Thanx for asking Melari, please always ask.


I`m so glad I met u Ash.

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Jul 31, 2012 9:42 pm

... By the gods... *chuckles nostalgically* ... Madhavi, just knowing that the name is familiar to you... that instills a sort of hope and happiness within my heart...

You see... Back in Eden, I was in charge of a specific type of angel: angels of death, also known as the necrolim... They were servants of mine (only in the sense they they served me and fought under my command. Think of them as a group of soldiers who I was in charge of and fought alongside)....

There were two necrolim who I trusted above all others, and who were two of my best friends... One's name was Azrael.

The other... was Lururiel... And between she and Azrael, I favored Lururiel... She was my best friend among the necrolim...

And so you see, whenever someone new comes to this forum, I usually ask them if they would happen to remember anything about Azrael or Lururiel, unless the person in question isn't an angel.

But just the fact that you recognize Luruiel's name and that feelings come alongside it, it fills me with such a happiness... I feel like I'm so much closer to finding my lost friend, and that feels so wonderful...

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Wed Aug 01, 2012 1:09 am


Hi Melari!

Im blown away................... in shock.........wow....


`` Back in Eden, I was in charge of a specific type of angel: angels of death, also known as the necrolim...``

I just had to read so far and started crying...lots of emotions stirring...could it really be me???.....even painful emotions....Angel of Death..... wow.........Was Lururiel happy being who she was? Did she accept herself in her position????....
II dont have any clear memories, just feelings and emotions and they are strong and real.......
Dont specifically remember the name as a word but just hearing, seeing the word, the name brought stuff up....recognition of some sort and tons of emotions................

wow....intense.

thanx Melari
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Wed Aug 01, 2012 9:50 am

*quietly* I'm wondering now too if you could be her...

Was Lururiel happy being an Angel of Death...? Honestly, from what I remember, she seemed very happy—I remember her always being full of laughter and joy—I'm not sure; I can't even remember if I ever knew. Maybe she laughed all the time to hide a sadness in her heart? I really don't know/remember... Did she accept her position? I do believe she did. I believe that she accepted her role as an Angel of Death. One of the only things I can really remember is that the two of us were almost like sisters.

I remember that her main role in a battle was that of an Amplifier: a Celestial Wardancer who "amplifies" Nature's rhythm through the use of instruments (drums were mostly used though a few other instruments were sometimes thrown into the mix, depending on one's preference). An Amplifier is a bit like the drummer boys of older American Wars like the Revolutionary War and the Civil War; they boost morale and make it easier to Wardance but unlike a drummer boy, they can also be female, and they fight as well. Additionally, they can use sound itself as a weapon in battle.

... Maybe I should explain Celestial Wardancing a bit... It's a form of fighting style that utilizes mesmerizing and enticing dance-like moves to entrance and bewilder the opponent or opponents and at the same, it's hard to get a hit on a good Celestial Wardancer; VERY hard. Celestial Wardancers battle in two different ways: in a troupe, or solo. Normally, a troupe is led by a troupe leader (usually me, but if I were to split the necrolim into more than one troupe, then I would designate the other troupe leaders), who gives directions through distinct bursts of energy directed towards specific members of the troupe.

There are three distinct parts that make up a Celestial Wardancing troupe as a whole: a troupe leader (also known as. Grand Extension), the Extensions (the main dancers, so called because they acted as "extensions" of Nature's rhythm), and the Amplifiers (which I already explained, but for the record, they tend to dance as well while they play their instruments). Extensions use a variety of weapons like daggers, swords, even things like pole arms and spears. I—for example—use a short-bladed scythe.

I remember Lururiel being a very passionate Amplifier; every time she would play her drum in the midst of battle, it always seemed like she would get lost in Nature's rhythm... It was like something clicked within her that caused a change in her mindset.

Sorry about the long post. ^^"

But... just that there's a possibility that YOU could be Lururiel...

...

I'm just so excited right now! ^^ And a bit in suspense. ^^"

~Melari
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Wed Aug 01, 2012 2:28 pm

hello there, Madhavi!

i hope you find what you're looking for here on the forum, and i hope you come to know the same acceptance and understanding that we all have over the time spent here!
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Wed Aug 01, 2012 5:42 pm

Hey they Madhavi. It's so nice to welcome someone new and to have someone as full of energy and joy is uplifting at a time when I think we're all 'sagging' a bit.

It's pure joy to meet you

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Wed Aug 01, 2012 8:22 pm

Energy like yours is always welcome to the forum! I hope that you find comfort in knowing that you are in the right place at the right time in the here and now. Welcome back home! I love you

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Wed Aug 01, 2012 11:41 pm


Thanx everyone, so nice to be with you all. Nice to meet you Ishtahar, Raziel, Ousa and thanx for warm welcome. I feel like finally something exciting is happening to me again. Been waiting for this. Have so many questions and its hard to put them in words.

I`ll try this one... is it possible that angels, being unlimited beings have different manifestations simultaneouslly and some of them possibly in human bodies and not so aware and awake and still be out there in their celestial bodies in their realm doing their service to God whatever their purpose is???

Melari, i am in suspense too....thanx for the elaboration, I am certainly learning new things, had no idea that these kind of beings with their special tasks were existing...like Celestial Wardancer....sounds so mystical..and ...magical and hard core ....and stuff
I wish we could meet to connect more deeply and figure stuff out. Yea, Im so eager to know more details and get back my own memories.
Thanx again sista.
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Aug 07, 2012 9:48 pm

Greetings and welcome to the forum Madhavi,

I'm sorry my welcome is so late but life has been very hectic over the past few weeks which have curtailed my ability to log on. But things are a little calmer now so I can get posting again....... so welcome, I hope you enjoy your time here.

Any problems with the forum, just give any of the Staff a shout and we'll do our best to resolve the issue as quickly as possible.

Welcome!

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Thu Aug 09, 2012 2:18 am

Thanx AZ. Nice to meet you! Very Happy
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Thu Aug 09, 2012 2:41 pm

Your question is something I have been pondering for a while.

Is the awareness of the physical body only part of the manifestation? Is there another part of the soul/being/creation somewhere else doing other things that we know of only in echoes and dreams?

I can't answer that one because I'm not an angel and never was but maybe someone else can.
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Aug 14, 2012 11:42 pm

Thanx Ishtahar.
I see, we have lots to figure out.
I believe that at our highest soul level we are all eternally as powerful as anyone else no matter what births we have had or no matter what and how much we remember or dont remember. We r just in a conditioned state.
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Sun Sep 16, 2012 3:12 am

Welcome Madhavi Very Happy

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Fri Dec 07, 2012 4:13 pm

Hey Gabe! U wrote me on my bd! Interesting! Thanx!
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Fri Dec 07, 2012 7:58 pm

Hello,
I am not sure if you joined before I did so I will just say Hello! lol and sry for my late response.
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Mon Dec 10, 2012 5:53 am

Hi there Uzziel!
Nice to meet you. I joined couple of months ago and had a long break for awhile so i'm not so current on whats goin on on the forum. sunny
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Mon Dec 10, 2012 11:00 pm

Hi Gabe! Theres something about u. Do u remember me?
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Dec 11, 2012 2:53 pm

Hi Madhavi,

Glad to have you here with us! Have beautiful days for the remainder of the year and always stay on the light side! lol! I love you

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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Tue Dec 11, 2012 3:57 pm

Hi Ousa! So nice of you. Thanx! flower
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PostSubject: Re: Hi! New here!   Mon Dec 17, 2012 12:05 am

Madhavi wrote:

I believe that at our highest soul level we are all eternally as powerful as anyone else no matter what births we have had or no matter what and how much we remember or dont remember. We r just in a conditioned state.
Watcha think? sunny

I think I'm leaning toward this explanation, or something sorta like it as well...

Welcome to the forum, Madhavi! Sorry I'm so late.
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