Hi everybody

I'm Abraxas. I frankly have no clue as to much of my past, I can only remember tiny fragments, and even then it sometimes feels like they're not my memories, like they belong to another. I am all of the shadow and in being so, none of you. this makes it nearly impossible for me to remember my personal past. If anyone knows what I was originally, and what made me this way, it would be greatly appreciated. I remember being Percy Shelley, and I remember that Frankenstein is an allegory for my existence. Did I destroy my maker? Any answers are appreciated. Also, I don't know why, but for a long time I thought I was Semjaza, but his memories were just the first to awaken. They are still the most prevalent though. Did he have something to do with this?

He actually has a lot to do with why we're here, but let me be the first to welcome you here to the forum! We have a very good place here, and strive to keep drama between members relatively peace, so if there is ever any problems with another member, feel free to contact myself or one of the other moderators, or our admins, Ishtahar and Azaz'el.

my personal knowledge of Shemjaza, Shemyaza, or any other particular spelling of his name are very limited, unfortunately, but i do know he was one of the first to fall. Perhaps you could share something a little more specific, and other members would likely have some corresponding information?

Welcome again, and best wishes!

Razi'el

Welcome to the forum

As many have said in other threads, unfortunately we cannot tell you who you were. That requires a long and sometimes painful process of self-examination and discovery. I did post a suggestion that came to me in one of your other threads but with all things only you will know what "fits" or is right for you. We can help each other as we stumble forward but none of us can walk the path for each other.

Nice to meet you, here's some chocolate from the secret stash:

Like Raz said, I think you'll find everyone pretty welcoming and easy to get along with here. And if you run into any problems... well yeah, like he said.

Ash

Welcome to the forum!
I'm Capsha, but call me Cap, I'm an angel. I was once the angel Haniel/Hanael. I'm also the host of this body.
Enjoy your time here!

~Capsha

Hello Abraxas and welcome You are in good company here and we will try and help you in any way we can.

Gabri'el

Hellouu!
Nice to meet u! I was a Shadow and sooo in the beginning of my memories.