Amnesia

I'm at a loss, my memory of my life as Zepar when I think I have a memory it vanishes. I feel lost all together. I'm relying on what I read and it says I was a fallen but before that I was an angel that helped/caused women to love men. So basically an angel of love, not by the name Zepar, but another. I'm not sure what to do anymore this not knowing is both saddening and mentally hurtful.

One word my friend.. KUNDALINI.

Kundalini essentially, is the spirit of DNA. Your DNA contains everything you ever were and all ancient memories reside in the sacrum. With Kundalini, you can reactive your ancient glory..

But you should cleanse yourself first by doing pranayama( vital force breathing technigues) yoga and a healthy lifestyle for a certain peroid.. for if you don't, it is possible you may do deathly damage to yourself.. So says many a guru.

Kundalini? ah I heard of yoga. May I ask do you have any good sources on where to learn and do these things. If it cost(which most things tend too) I would not be able.

also with searching "angel of love" and "truth of Zepar"

I know it might not be true, but I'm going off searches so far of my past and came up to find.

"Zepar likes seeing love blooming among the Humans. And passion too. He responds to requests of people who want to sincerely meet someone or want healthy pleasures.


He facilitates pregnancies for women who want children, especially for those who have trouble conceiving.


He also helps to leave one's body and to become aware of its many forms (subtle bodies)."

but this also reconsiles with after his fall which it says after my fall I slightly do the opposite of this.

Zepar wrote:

Kundalini? ah I heard of yoga. May I ask do you have any good sources on where to learn and do these things. If it cost(which most things tend too) I would not be able.

Kundalini is a supreme energy that is latent with in the muladhara chakra( first base energy center of the sexual region). I will look into my best online sources then give you the links, but i wouldn't worry about going to hathayoga studios.. This is because most in the west don't actually know the true teachings and practice half truths and misconseptions too often..It's funny because in hatha yoga general you do ''gentle strecthes'' when really the original hathayogapradipika means something around ''violent bestowing of union''. I feel most westren yoga is more about getting money, than teaching the stuff of holy scriptures that would turn people into gods =s

The reason why people don't normally practice true yoga techniques is because the olden vedic language in which they were preserved were write in code so to be not misused by the unworthy. So if you don't have a proper guide they are confusing ,misleading, and tentative at best.

Nowdays though, If you want to get the guide that will transalte the true meaning of the texts, you would find a way to get a mere 20$ and pay for it, as it is well worth that amount

I found one, but says things such as you can't do certain positions, yet says you can. It's hard to find other things based on kundalini.

Here are some old links i have visited.. I will see what else i can find


http://www.anandamarga.org/articles/kundalinii.htm *


http://www.yoga-age.com/articles/kundalini.html


http://www.yoga-age.com/pradipika/part2.html (Nadi cleansing, Pranayama)