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PostSubject: I have truly discovered who I am now   Sat Mar 08, 2014 8:49 am

So after some thinking and abit of research, i have a pretty good idea on who i am. Truly.

So as i posted before in another post, at age ten, i felt wings and a year later i had pain in my upper back. After some looking into myself, i learned that it was true that I have wings. They are pure white, and big in size. I would appear to be dressed in a white dress, sometimes long, sometimes it would only reach slightly above my knees. I would appear almost angelic like, even though i am not an angel.

I learned who i was when i had dreams. In the first one, i was in a place. It was dark, it wasnt uncomfortable to be there, i remember being surrounded by fallen angels, they didnt bother me though. I kind of felt like i belonged there. Then, there was one fallen angel that struck me the most. He had black hair, and violet blueish eyes. As soon as he saw me, he came up to me and embraced me instantly. His words to me exactly were, "My daughter". I was a bit shocked, but i hugged him back.

The second dream was of the same fallen angel, in the same dark place. I was a baby, i must have only been a few days old. I was dressed in a pink baby fleece jacket and a hat with a pink furry thing at the side. He held me like i was the only thing he had left, someone told him to realize what he was doing, i dont know why but maybe he wasnt concentrating on whatever he was supposed to be doing, or he just wasnt paying much attention as a baby should have. I overheard someone saying to him, "Lucifer! Concentrate on what your supposed to be doing! You have a daughter now!" He was crying while holding me close.

I have a picture of me when i was a few days old, and strangley enough i was dressed in the same clothes as i was in the dream.

I have now found out for myself that I am a nephilim. I figured that i should discover this info for myself because i was so sick of people telling me what i was and what im not.

For the baby dream, i think i could have astral traveled when i was a baby, either that or it was just another dream that means nothing. Of all the names ive been told that are my potential fathers, none of them struck me more than Lucifer and that dream of him saying so. Howver, as much as i believe that i am his daughter, i didnt want to mention anything incase it upset some of you here who may have knew him before incarnation.

I hope you all understand, and i apologize to everyone.

Xxx
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PostSubject: Re: I have truly discovered who I am now   Sat Mar 08, 2014 10:56 pm

Im sorry if this doesnt make any sense:/ ive been told so many lies on who i actually am and held back from knowing the truth:/
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PostSubject: Re: I have truly discovered who I am now   Thu Mar 13, 2014 7:53 pm

There really is no way of truly knowing until you've found out for yourself. Things other people say can 'feel' right but you can only 'know' when you feel it in your heart for yourself.

I'm so glad you've found your place. Welcome. If a name comes to you then feel free to ask to change your name on here.
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PostSubject: Re: I have truly discovered who I am now   Thu Mar 13, 2014 8:04 pm

Thanks. Im not sure if it was actually Lucifer or just someone who used his name to scare. To be completely honest, i had another dream last night of an angel looking at me strangely and saying that my father is Satan. Its really weird because i keep finding myself in a dark place when i go to sleep. So im still kinda working on it
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PostSubject: Re: I have truly discovered who I am now   Thu Mar 13, 2014 8:34 pm

Dearest Becca,

The word Lucifer is taken from the Latin Vulgate, which translates הֵילֵל as lucifer,[Isa 14:12] meaning "the morning star, the planet Venus", or, as an adjective, "light-bringing "The Septuagint renders הֵילֵל in Greek as ἑωσφόρο (heōsphoros), a name, literally "bringer of dawn", for the morning star.

Instead of looking at the character Lucifer change your perspective a bit and look at it as being called the child of light or bringer of new dawn.  Which would certainly seem to me to be more as a positive thing rather than a negative.

For all practical purposes you are being called to change whatever that may entail in this current lifetime of yours.  Always maintain a most certain hope for the better in this life of yours, in the here and now!  

You are truly blessed by being given a glimpse of perhaps who you truly are, and that is  if you are to render positive side of it.  Don't forget the word Demon means knowledge.

The Ancient Greek word δαίμων daimōn denotes a spirit or divine power, much like the Latin genius or numen. Daimōn most likely came from the Greek verb daiesthai (to divide, distribute).The Greek conception of a daimōns notably appears in the works of Plato, where it describes the divine inspiration of Socrates. To distinguish the classical Greek concept from its later Christian interpretation, the former is anglicized as either daemon or daimon rather than demon.

The Greek term does not have any connotations of evil or malevolence. In fact, εὐδαιμονία eudaimonia, (literally good-spiritedness) means happiness."  Its all a matter of the right perception laced with a little bit of discernment on the side!  Go figure.....


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PostSubject: Re: I have truly discovered who I am now   Thu Mar 13, 2014 8:44 pm

Thanks. Ill post anything new when i figure out who i am for certain
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