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PostSubject: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Fri Apr 18, 2014 7:08 am

Welp.... this one confirmed a lot of stuff for me that for some strange reason I'm not willing to confront or connect with even though I know for sure it's me (shame on you, self!). But on to my memory:

The scent of flora carried in the wind as a band of...beings started to play a melodious and soul stirring piece, with strings, soft drums and bass instruments. It's hard too describe: I imagine the music back then sounded way different than it did now.

I looked at myself in the mirror: In this dream I had skin the color of hot cocoa  with eyes that were a deep color...black or a very intensely dark blue or green. I saw a flicker of color in them for the briefest of seconds. But the strangest thing about my appearance was that I had garnet colored hair that fell to my mid back. Also I was adorned in tattoos and jewelry with dark makeup. Upon seeing myself in this same appearance for the fourth or fifth time, something deep with me said "Yes was me...is me."

Everything matches up to what I look like now save for the hair color and length.

Back to the event. A little boy tugged my arm. "Lili'el, it's starting! Come on!" I don't know who he was (I know he had short blond hair and looked about 11 years old) but I knew that he was someone I would take a blade for. We walk up a long set of stairs until we reach a balcony. Angels walked through the hall, with heads held high. Some smile, but none could hide the battle weariness. I assume they must've come home from a victory?

People praised them, held the heroes (take that however you want) in tight embraces and welcomed them back.

Though it all seemed joyful, I had a feeling that I didn't not belong. I should not have been there.

'I should not be here, not now,' Lili'el/I said. The feeling persisted, but the little boy wanted to go see them so badly....

"Who's that," he asked.

I/Lili'el looked to a tall man with long red hair, also in armor. He looked forward with determination and solemness.

I smiled. "He's a good friend of mine".

"But who is the man before him?"

My/Lili'el's eyes widened. "It can't be...Michael?"

The boy tugged on my skirt. "Lili'el do you know them?"

"Yes. I know Michael. He is one of their leaders. And...one of the most feared." Just then the red haired warrior looked to me. He nodded sharply, but I broke into a full unapologetic smile.  

'You are not of our rankings. What brings you here?' a voice asked. I felt my heart sink and break then ignite in a wave of anger.

"Lili'el?" the boy called. "Lili what's wrong?" I/Lili'el smiled back and gently stroked his wheat colored hair.

"Nothing. The parade is over, love. Let's go now," I said. I gave him a kiss and we left.

"You know another of them, don't you?" said the boy. I bit my lip. I didn't know what to tell him. I got the sense that I/Lili'el was hiding something.

"Yes. Another one who is feared by many other. But I do not. I do not fear him. And I will not bow to his feet."


So ends the memory. For now at least. Comments? I'd love to hear what you think bounce

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PostSubject: Re: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Fri Apr 18, 2014 12:37 pm

Very interesting! It's great to finally see a new memory after so long.

I think that, above all, I'd be interested as to what kind of relationship this boy had with you. Also, what battle victory could they have been celebrating? It must've been a massive victory for us if there was a parade and whatnot.
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PostSubject: Re: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Fri Apr 18, 2014 10:49 pm

That sounds like a very clear and powerful memory.
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PostSubject: Re: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Sat Apr 19, 2014 5:02 am

Ishtahar wrote:
That sounds like a clear and powerful memory.


When I first saw it in a vision, I'll be honest: I was scared off my mind! It felt like I got jerked from one body and into another. All of my senses but in a different body: I felt the boy's soft hair, heard the strings and trumpets, and felt the joy turning into anger and irritation upon hearing that voice.

FeirceDeity64 wrote:
Very interesting! It's great to finally see a new memory after so long.

I think that, above all, I'd be interested as to what kind of relationship this boy had with you. Also, what battle victory could they have been celebrating? It must've been a massive victory for us if there was a parade and whatnot.

The boy is one I had visions about a long time ago. They've only became only more powerful by the years. In one vision I had a day before I joined the site was of me/Lili'el giving him a basket and a kiss on his forehead. I seem to be fond of doing that to him  I love you and something tells me that he is sweet and intelligent with a temper that show how much he cares rather than reckless emotionality. Even now that I think about him, I smile. I want to find out more about him.

As for the victory, yes I agree. I wonder what was being celebrated so grandly? Everyone seemed so happy and the atmosphere felt effervescent. I have a feeling that there was a huge party afterwards too.

But what gets me is the voice that spoke in my head. I felt such indignation at it's very sound. It goes without saying that I didn't feel ashamed of feeling emotions (my Water Sign Zodiac people, are you with on this lol! ). So much nearly figured out, I'm feeling almost giddy.
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PostSubject: Re: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Thu May 01, 2014 8:41 pm

Eh, sorry for the double post  Embarassed 

I talked to a friend about the memory (he too is Shadow, but for some reason he doesn't want anyone to know who he is...) and it shocked me that he had the same memory. He does not remember most of it, but he does remember that afterwards, a ball was scheduled. I don't know much else either, but maybe some one here does?
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PostSubject: Re: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Fri May 02, 2014 11:53 pm

Isn't it great when someone else shares a memory. It's so exciting and so much a validation. We are so good at not believing ourselves that sometimes we need validation from outside.
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PostSubject: Re: A Parade of Angel and I think I saw myself...   Sat May 03, 2014 4:05 am

I felt so shocked! *laughs* I though I might of made it up or something but that confirmation... when I told my friend that I almost fell down from the shock. We talked for a while after that and I felt so relived that I found someone near by who doesn't think I'm a wishy-washy geek making things up.

I feel that more of this memory lie deep within. Since I got distracted when the alarm on my phone went off (note to self: set on vibrate), the memory seems have to cut off abruptly.
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