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AutumnFallen

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PostSubject: So I think I am getting somewhere   Thu May 08, 2014 11:22 am

I was listening to music about Lilith, Fallen Angels, things like that and it was like I awoke, I could feel my wings, and instead of just my Therian Wolf I completely felt a Fallen Angel. It was a euphoric awakening.

I know I am here because I wanted to live the human life again. I also was a Female angel who lay with a Man, which I've not read about, but that's what I remembered in a meditation sitting.

I almost got a name, but I am not sure about the name yet.

I also feel called by Lilith now. Which is not unusual most of the Goddesses (which I consider her.) who call me are "Dark" Goddesses. She's beautiful and wonderful.

I also had that dream the night I finally gave in to the fact I might be a fallen angel, where I was on a battle field, and I could see Winged beings fighting in the air and on the ground, falling. The dream was in blacks and whites, but it was extremely vivid. Extremely. I was on the ground, in some rocks. It was weird.

So that is where I am so far with memories.
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PostSubject: Re: So I think I am getting somewhere   Thu May 08, 2014 9:05 pm

If you read the book of enoch you will begin to realize the stigma that was involved with the fall. I'm glad that you have finally found yourself, I pray that all goes well with you.

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PostSubject: Re: So I think I am getting somewhere   Fri May 09, 2014 8:02 am

I've heard it read aloud, and have a copy I can now read. It was pretty bad, as far as the stigma.

Thank you, me too.
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PostSubject: Re: So I think I am getting somewhere   Mon May 19, 2014 12:05 am

Goddess... very few consider me such. BUT if i call to you, why have you not answered?
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