Getting together again.

Dear all,

I'm wondering why we have dropped the bucket (so to speak) on this forum.  We have and still have the best people in the world.  I would like to see it as it was with a lot of give and take in a round robin atmosphere. I personally believe that we just all went to sleep for a while but now is the time to wake up and continue on our mutual quest for a shared act of self-awareness.

I know that a lot of you were disappointed in me for not standing up in order to choose the right words in returning the banter long ago.  Perhaps I was wrong but I felt it was a damned if you do and a damned if you don't matter or just a sticky wicket situation.  In no way did it make me more than I wasn't.  I now hope and pray that we or at least willing to pick up the pieces as to where we were before.

I miss you guys one and all we all need answers to our questions right now and in these turbulent days that we face ahead of ourselves.  Perhaps just perhaps we can enlighten and allow one another as a whole to finally find a way out of this mess.  Don't be reluctant to respond I and hopefully the moderators will guide you to the appropriate road to follow or take notice of.

Ousa (Mat)

It's been such a long time, it hurts. It hurt to pretend, to go back to a life before all this, it hurts to be silent and to experience all of these other worlds and time without others to share it with. I think questions will keep coming and the answers will still be sought after. But the worst thing I could have done (and ended up doing) was to stop searching. I crave the company of others like me, and although the love of my friends and family matter deeply to me, I forgot that I have another family, here.

Dearest Lili'el,

Me too... most definitely me too! <3

Ousa (Mat)

I miss you guys, too. I still pop in here a few times a year, to see if anyone's still around

Thank you for the thoughts of goodwill.  We really need one another for support and reaffirmation of who and what we truly are!

Take care of your walk on the red road that you have made for yourself!