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PostSubject: ARCHIVE: Hello There   Thu Jun 10, 2010 2:48 pm

By Rasiak Sep 30 2009 -

I hate to start a new topic, but I didn't really know where else to begin.

I guess that I should really start by introducing myself...I am a seventeen year old male from Devon, England. I'm also one of three.

I don't know whether I am a member of the Fallen, or if this is something else, but I was hoping that maybe you would help to further my understanding. So, as I say, I'm one of three. Yet, I've always been much different to my siblings. They are short and dark haired, whilst I am tall and fair haired. Neither of my biological parents have fair hair and both are also quite small. That, however, may not be relevant.

Ever since a young age, I've always had a fascination with The Supernatural, mainly Faeries and Angels. I would draw pictures of them frequently. A lot of the time, I had a vivid picture in my mind before starting to draw. This was about as strange as things got for me, until I reached 14 and I was involved in a small scale car crash. I would find myself getting the feeling that I had been to certain places before and sometimes got a strong feeling of friendship with people I saw passing in the street. I was sceptical that this was anything but coincidence at first, but I'm starting to think differently.

I have reccuring dreams of a dark haired, blue eyed woman standing over me and she is saying something, but I was never able to make it out. This dream is sometimes followed by other visions of men in black, hooded capes.

I often get frustrated at the ignorance and heartlessness of people around me and I feel like I share very little in common with them. I've always thought that it sounded big headed, but I believe that I am here for something more than the everyday life I see around me. I've never been able to define what it is and I'm scared to talk to people, because I feel they will reject me, or think that I'm crazy. I've made the mistake of confiding in someone before and it didn't turn out well, so I've come here in search of answers.

I'm sorry about the essay, but I am quite honestly confused and there's so much I want to say. I just don't really know how to say it...I hope you can forgive me! smile.gif


By Azaz'el Sep 30 2009 -

Greetings and welcome to the forum Rasaik, I hope you find a warm welcome here and a place to be true to yourself and relax.

Please don't apologise for the amount your write or in the difficulty of finding the words to describe feelings and thoughts that cannot be easily put into words. We all have that problem and all we can hope to do is cobble together the words and hope others understand......... and in here we generally do. Or we're cheeky enough to ask!!

You're probably aware of this already, but there is a belief that accidents or trauma that cause shock and even injury can jolt us physically and spiritually to 'wake up' and see the reality of life and the universe. Personally I think that if this does happen, it is only by years .... you probably would have reached this level of awareness, just perhaps not for a few more years or even decades.

As for what you are... only you can know and understand that. No one else can tell you, but we may be able to advise or even tell you our opinion. But, in the end, we're not you, we don't know you, and so we can't tell you. But feel free to have a look around the forum, jump in and ask questions, join in any of the threads. The best way to learn in to take part. Collectively, all of the members of this forum have a devent amount of knowledge and experience and I am pretty sure you will be able to learn form it, and of course, be able to guide and teach us too.

You also mention knowing that you are here for a reason, for something more than just everyday life. So are we, so you have come to the right place!! Time is short, energies are moving and the Universe is making changes... so welcome to the forum and I hope we can offer you an online home and community you feel at home within.

Azaz'el


By Ouza Sep 30 2009 -

I concur with what Az has said so don't be afraid to ask and, I believe you've found that horse of a different color they so often talk about with us. We are the mirrors of hope for each other and for what is needed for us as a whole for what is to about to become ...

Welcome home !!!

Ouza

p.s "Ask and ye shall receive"<--- well at least as said, something different but truly from the heart and soul of us all and always given in the spirit of honor and respect!"


By Scratch Oct 1 2009 -

Starting a new topic is a great place to begin. Write as much as you like, or at least feel you need to. One of the points of this forum, at least for me, is to have a place to talk about the stuff that happens but I think people will think is insane. Talking about it has made things that happen to me seem a lot more reasonable, and helped me not jump to conclusions too hastily.

Welcome. I hope you find some peace of mind here. You don't need to fear judgement or rejection here.


By Rasiak Oct 1 2009 -

smile.gif Thank you all for your kind welcome! I was aware of the 'awakening' that shock or trauma could cause, but it still seems really weird. As clich├ęd as it may seem, I'm having to get used to the fact that I may not be as simple and normal as I seemed to think a while back. Of course, that's a good thing! But, a slightly scary and confusing thing too.

I shall be looking around the sight and will try to arrange my thoughts into logical sentences as I go along...If I wrote just what I thought down, I don't know if I would even be able to understand half of it! huh.gif

Rasiak


By Seraphyna Oct 2 2009 -

Welcome smile.gif Regardless of what you come to accept as personal belief/truth/whatever, you're still you.


By Razi'el Oct 2 2009 -

hey there! welcome to the forum, and as Az said, don't be afraid, we don't bite.... well, not hard, anyway!

feel free to ask anything you like, and just remember that we've all been through similar things... in short, we all sound crazy!

heheh, have fun!
Razi'el


By Ishtahar Oct 7 2009 -

Welcome. What will be will be. In the end you will become what you must become. It is easier just to sit back and enjoy the ride. If you try to resist change it fights back. Have a great trip smile.gif


By Riley Nov 24 2009 -

What a late welcome, but reguarless, welcome to the forum ^^
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