ARCHIVE: My patience was awarded

By Lilian Dreamwalker Jan 3 2010 -

Evening, morning and afternoon all.
For the past two days I have been wondering what I should say in this crucial introduction and yet I am still stunned for words so I think the basics for now will do.
I am nineteen in two days and have been aware of my 'inner' self Lilian since 2003/4.
I came across this site whilst searching for others that call themselves 'angels'. When I read your stories... I started to shake and that made me believe that there is knowledge here that I will be interested in. I may also have knowledge that you may wish to hear.
But there is something I have to say, I think I may be of a different generation, a voice in me tells me that I have read your story in studies of a past life or possibly when I was younger, but I was not there.
Hopefully this and other things will make good conversations in the future but for now it is getting late and I must make my way to bed, I hope to speak more formally with you all tomorrow.
Blessed be.


By Azaz'el Jan 3 2010 -

Greetings and welcome to the forum Lilian,

its always good to have a new member join and we all know what it can be like trying to find the words to explain who we are and why we have joined. I just hope the stunned feeling you have is in a good way!! LOL

I think it's important to remember that all of the memories shared on the website are those of just a few members, namely Ish and I.......... there is more to add but due to technical problems I'm still trying to resolve with the web hosting company, the updates have yet to appear. So whilst we are sure we have what we experienced and felt firmly written down, there are a lot of gaps in our memories. Thats why we both decided to start this forum, so that others could help us put the pieces together.

If there is anything you wish to share, you can do so freely knowing that you won't be judged here. But if you want to keep them private, then post them in the members section that is hidden from all guests.

I have toa dmit to being very curious to wonder how our story, our Fall, may have been passed on to younger generations and just how they managed to explain it all. But, only share what you feel is right for now.

Oh, one thing........ please don't speak formally to us!!! wink.gif We're all friends here, all trying to remember and correct any mistakes that have been made. So just be yourself, relax and be true to your soul - most others are!

Welcome!

Az


By Ouza Jan 4 2010 -

Learning softeneth the heart and breedeth gentleness and charity.
~ The Prince and the Pauper

Supposing is good, but finding out is better.
~ Mark Twain in Eruption; Mark Twain's Autobiography

Welcome Home Love

Always, here for you one and all,

Ouza


By Lilian Dreamwalker Jan 4 2010 -

Thank you, I never really know how to act when I join anything new, bad experience from a diffrent occult forum.
I feel very welcomed already and I hope we can help fill in some gaps and discover some more things about our pasts. And I hope the problem with your webhost is resolved soon.
Thank you n..n


By Razi'el Jan 6 2010 -

welcome!

i'm glad you found this little corner of the internet, it certainly helped me out. i can't really say much that Az hasn't already, so the most i can do for now is offer to listen if you ever have anything you wish to say. but other than that, i hope your stay here is much better than your last forum experience apparently was!

Raz


By Scratch Jan 6 2010 -

Hi!

Don't worry about how to talk to people. Say what you think is best, in the best words you can find. It's so much more fun and true that way.

It's my birthday today. I won't butt horns if you don't, goatfish. wink.gif


By Ishtahar Jan 6 2010 -

Hey Happy Birthday... a lesson to learn... Ish is ALWAYS late BUT somtimes can actually get it right smile.gif

Have a great day hun.

And Lilian welcome to the site. I am very much looking forward to getting to know you


By Lilian Dreamwalker Jan 6 2010 -

Thank you and happy late birthday to you Scratch, ah capricornus we are always known to butt heads and let our brutal honesty bite tongue.gif
Big hugs for everyone n..n


By Ouza Jan 6 2010 -

Hey, both of you spring chickens .. time to celebrate be merry and reflect on the past moving forward to the future!

"At 19, everything is possible and tomorrow looks friendly."
~ Jim Bishop

"Once I was looking through the kitchen window at dusk and I saw an old person looking in. Suddenly the light changed and I realized that the old person was myself. you see, it all happens on the outside; inside one doesn't change."

~ Molly Keane

Love to one and all,

Ouza wub.gif


By Lilian Dreamwalker Jan 6 2010 -

Some wonderful quote there thank you n..n


By Azaz'el Jan 6 2010 -

Ah, Ouza, the Molly Keane quote shouted at me!!!!

LOL

Az