Just about me

At last I am going to post here something about me as I have not found anything more adequate nor would I have liked to write with the Archive.

I had my awakening with 12 after I have been visited by a shadow ghost that began frequenting me when I was 8. Even if there are different explanations for its presence around me, I myself see it as an ambassador who was announcing what was coming.

I am elvenkin, a shadow-elf. In different phases I am very far from thinking human and I consider humanity from a neutral position as not belonging to it. Sometimes I have no good words for the self-destructors....

Well, I am from the genetic type. I am very slow aging being always taken younger than I am in this life. Besides I have the ability of healing myself and am also capable of communication with trees and nature on a telepathic way. I have extrem vision but extraordinary night vision. And feeling strongly empathetic for all beings around me. Living in concrete cities is making me sick, so I cannot. I need my trees around me.

I remember several past lives where I had been living in a cave during the day and coming out at night when moon and stars were there, enjoying the nature. That is why I still avoid sunlight and extrem daylight wearing sunglasses in different shades throughout the day to protect my light-sensible eyes. My usual body temperature is below the human one. I have already high fever when it only starts with humans. Hot temperatures are a problem, too. It depends how warm it is but the circulation goes down till unconsciousness.

Finally, I do not know where to post additional information concerning e.g. my shadow ghost experience and coming to deep meditation by fleeing the world around me when I was a child....at the beginning I was more out of my body than in it because I could not identify and disliked it. At last, I have learned to like it. I cannot say "love" as I have no reference to any material substance that is subject to desintegration.

When the posting is in the wrong place here, I would be glad if you would shift it to the more appropriate place.

Hi. Thanx for sharing!

Greetings and welcome.

Thank you so much for sharing.

Shadow elves fascinate me. I feel a connection with elvenkin generally, shadow elves in particular. I have no idea how or why. Maybe I lived with them for a time.