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PostSubject: My charge   Sun Mar 06, 2011 11:19 am

I guess it seemed like it was time to open up about myself and my "mission" as it were, spread the stuff see if anyone felt like joining in and helping out =). I've touched on most of this here and there over the years... but it's all mostly coalesced into a nice solid goo that I can scoop out like jello servings as of recent times. So, here goes..

I guess you could say that I see the Earth and its people and creatures as being attacked. Attacked by what or by whom or to what ends, or for what purpose, all of these are up in the air and have so many answers that I can't really touch on them all here. I just know that I want to save it... I've always wanted to save it, since I was born. I've felt that people are basically good, and are all basically victims of the Earth being attacked. In other words, you could say that the Earth was like a cauldron of cool water and people and nature were all chilling inside of it. Then someone or something caused a fire to get lit under the cauldron. As the cool water got hotter, people got angrier, and they couldn't see why so they took it out on each other and the Earth, the water around them. I've always felt like my purpose has been to put out the fire underneath the cauldron, before it overheats and explodes.

It seems like I was brought to be incarnated (this time) on the Earth with the ability to say "great prayers" for the Earth... in other words, to have some influence on things that do or do not happen in the world by envisioning - praying - for what I want to happen. I tend to keep my mind open and clear and undecided about a lot of things and people, because once I have decided that something should be some way, that tends to be what happens. I'm not sure how this works... it's possible that I'm really good at "linking up" with the consciousness of the world and helping lots of people to accept an idea and that it should be true. The idea that once many people are of one mind about something and that thing then happening is sometimes referred to as "critical mass."

I'm not sure whether most people think that is possible or not but... anyway... the most prevalent dream that I'm holding right now as "something that I'm sure will become truth" is that the Earth move forward to become free and peaceful... that the "Eagle and Condor" of technology and indigenous spirituality/magick will unite... so we can live in a world that is both fun and harmonious. I'm sure that this world will come, has come in the future already, so I don't have any fear about the future because this is the world that will be. But... I'm tired. I think I'm reaching my limit maybe. I can't alone hold this dream anymore and make it true.

I may be asking for help maybe...

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PostSubject: Re: My charge   Sun Mar 06, 2011 9:13 pm

I was watching The Matrix Trilogy last night, and some things struck me about the depiction of Zion (the last human city) which seemed relevant here.

I'd never really looked at it like this before, but that place seemed practically utopian, because every single person was allied against a common threat. Everyone seemed to understand that if they did not all work together, they would not survive. There was a council, but they held no prestige; with a community that large, you need an agreed-upon group to create definitive courses of action. The character who seemed to believe he understood the threat and how to fight it better than others, was rendered unlikable because that belief kept him at odds, but all opinions were given equal consideration. These people seemed to understand that personal differences equal death, but in a way that required them to hone the unique skills and understanding each individual has, for the good of all. There was no rhetoric, no standards, no book for anything to be done by, and glorious diversity. Everyone gave their best, and would be an idiot not to; simple as that.

I like your comparison of the boiling pot, and think this threat is every bit as real and dangerous as the machines in that story. However, we are fighting ourselves, and I think it is because most do not see an outside threat. This attack is intangible, so we blame each other, or ourselves, and I think this is by design. Perhaps that is what was actually meant by "separating the wheat from the chaff": no person is inherently better or worse than any other, and truth and lies seem to be stuck together within each of us as tightly as the husk sticks to a kernel of wheat. One good thing about the industrial revolution/globalization, is that people are being forced to set aside differences and work together in ways they haven't before, on an unprecedented scale. As a country that did not even allow foreigners in their waters 150 years ago, Japan has come a long way, and in that same span of years, America has gone from slavery to a black president. Even the Holocaust seemed to blow the lid from long-simmering prejudices: Israel is a recognized country, and homosexuality is no longer an imprisonable offense in most places.

I have heard rhetoric about tolerating differences, and that we are all the same. I think the way lies somewhere between the two. If a forest were composed of one type of plant, it not be able to live: look how much effort is required to keep a field growing a single crop. A healthy forest has diversity, and the sort of competition which keeps individual plants strong, but if one species overruns the others, it damages the ecosystem and dies as well. I think this may be a good focus for prayers to help bring about this dream, which I share as well.
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PostSubject: Re: My charge   Sun Mar 06, 2011 10:35 pm

I'm in ........... so how can we help?

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PostSubject: Re: My charge   Mon Mar 07, 2011 4:00 am

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A healthy forest has diversity, and the sort of competition which keeps individual plants strong, but if one species overruns the others, it damages the ecosystem and dies as well. I think this may be a good focus for prayers to help bring about this dream, which I share as well.

Quite ::thumbs up::

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I'm in ........... so how can we help?

Ah, how can you help....

hmm, I was hoping nobody would ask because I don't "know"...

Well, I need energy... or the dream, rather needs energy... the dream that I've been holding. I guess I could try to describe how I connect to the consciousness of the World to hold this dream.

It's like... a giant lotus flower for me... it could manifest differently for you I suppose. For me, it's like the entire world is glowing with all sorts of little bits of light, undulating, glowing brightly in places, dimming in others, a sea of lights. And above the whole thing is this giant thing like a giant lotus flower hanging upside down, dripping with more lights like pollen. This giant flower is the dream of the world... The thoughts that reach it flavor the pollen, and what flavors the pollen is what ends up growing. the flower has all these vines kind of connected to it, very huge thick green ropes, that all sort of end over only a few places in the world... they don't connect automatically to every human or other sentient being or anything like that... they're only connected to like five or six places in the world.

When I send a prayer to the World about what should happen, I sort of sing a song to the great vine that's near N. America. It opens up and there's fleshy pink on the inside, and I send my prayer into it.
If you could send your prayers for a free and prosperous world into the main dream of the world, you could do something like that, though it may manifest differently for you... Like it may be more mechanical in appearance like lots of tubes and tunnels or something, however it should be that you can access a "portal" that sends your energy to a main "hub" of collective... thought. And energy... something like a ... greenhouse or a power plant... something like a place where reality begins but doesn't manifest until we've told it what to do. Yes? I kind of do all this automatically, this is the first time that I've written it out and realized that that's what I do when I'm praying, but maybe that seems possible. The other "vines"... there's a couple over Africa... one over about where Turkey is, and one over the North Pole. I don't know if they ever move or shift or why they're spaced like that, though I guess the one around Turkey is closest to where you are Az... on the other hand, physical location probably doesn't matter ultimately... but I think the reason that I access the one over N. America is that's the one that made itself known to me.

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Right.

Let me know if you have more questions, I have the feeling that was extremely confusing to read.
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PostSubject: Re: My charge   Mon Mar 07, 2011 4:53 am

Not so much confusing as "Wow! Beautiful!" and relief there is a structure, rather than just loose energy flying around everywhere. I still think there's plenty of that as well, but will keep this in mind to direct mine toward. Also, I went "ooh, Turkey!" like that explained something.
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