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PostSubject: Azaz'el   Fri Aug 12, 2011 5:15 pm

We all know that Az has a split personality to surely there must be lots of stories to tell about him. Don't be afraid to let loose.

Again, Az's story is in process and will be posted on the site soon.
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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Fri Aug 12, 2011 10:39 pm

Eh? Split personality? Cheeky bugger!

Yeah, I'n in the process of updating my story for the website. It should be finished soon.

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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Sat Aug 13, 2011 8:27 am

Az forgive me but I must agree with Ish, you did have a tendency to be a bit moody Very Happy I will share this with everyone - I mentioned this little tid bit with you right before I came back - but when Az would get slightly agitated with us he would enunciate our entire name when speaking or referring to us for whatever reason LOL

Sorry but at the time I found it quite comical, something tells me I may have irritated him on purpose on more than one occasion Cool
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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Sat Aug 13, 2011 10:25 pm

Moody? I suppose I may have been, but the best explanation I can give is that I more than many of my brothers 'felt' so much emotion it was difficult to handle at times. I felt pain and hardship, difficulty and loss.

Please don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I was special in some way and I had some mysterious claim on emotions more than the other Grigori or Shadow. I felt emotion so keenly because I began life closer to the Source than many, I was higher up the scale of Shadow rank. To have known so much, to have lost so much in the first Fall I faced, I often felt that much was missing from my life, that I could see and feel and understand so much and yet was unable to do more than a fraction of what I once was.

I was created to be a guide, a protector. I was made to be the perfect warrior and the perfect protector. Death and healing. I could be a cold blooded killer, savage with blood lust, but I hated how that made me feel once I became Grigori and could feel 'human' emotions too. I was a very troubled soul, tormented by what I was, what I had done and what I suspected we all might face. There was only one whose arms and love made me feel at peace.

So, yeah, I guess I was moody and dark and troubled.

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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Sun Aug 14, 2011 1:12 am

Well I will say this Azaz'el - it is better that you "felt" so deeply and you were able to express yourself and allow your emotions to run free instead of being a numb, emotionless, cold hearted SOB who chose to hide behind his feelings until the realization of what he had done finally caused him to self-destruct.
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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Tue Aug 30, 2011 9:01 am

I would have liked to respond to this earlier, but honestly, it was too hard. I told myself it was too hard, so it was, but now I'm sick of everything being so hard, and want to push through and deal with what I know instead of cowering from everything I don't.

You were always the quieter one, which could easily be taken for moodiness. I always thought you were being more thoughtful than anything - intense introspection is what I would have called those moments of yours. To counter that, though, the strongest, most vivid memory I have to share here is of you, me, and Dan romping through a field of wildflowers and tall grass. You may have been putting on the air of a benevolent adult watching us children play, but we got you to take a roll down the hill too. It was the sweetest, most perfect moment, and I'm glad that's what I see first when I think of you.
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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Thu Nov 03, 2011 12:37 am

Azaz'el was strong. Not unlike rocks are strong. If Lucifer is a star, Azaz'el would be a volcano. Cold and stern from the outside, blazing fire on the inside. He was tough and fierce in many ways, but deep inside, he hid a very warm and soft heart.
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PostSubject: Re: Azaz'el   Sat Dec 24, 2011 2:29 am

Az was a protector, and was also very stern. When we were spending more time together, he was fairly intimidating o_o... though I knew he was not to be "feared" his presence sort of commanded, and I tended to go along with whatever he said o_o.

I want to remember purple and red and of course dark colors like black and dark brown. The purple and red seem like highlights around his dark.
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