Me again

Some of you may remember me as Laeus, but that name has long since dissolved its karma, all that remains of it are my wings. I have done a lot of exploring and a lot of past life regressions, experiencing everything from coming to this planet in my first incarnation from a distant Galaxy, to being queen of the north eastern island of the Atlantean Isles, exploring secret rooms in Egypt deep beneath the sphinx, a direct link to the Gods. I have rejoined this forum in hopes of sharing the growth that I have experienced and seeking the support that was once offered to me.

Times are changing and it's time that we focus on the now, things are happening and there are wars raging around us. Things are about to change, I feel, I know that I’m not prepared physically, mentally or spiritually. I aim to refine myself, to grow and to heal the wounds I have already received in this fight. A while back I woke up with scars on my back, big thick scars like several scratches across my spine in the middle of my back.

Since then my psychic abilities have been weakened and I struggle to see clearly through my third eye. My teenage years began a tumultous journey. I have always been entertwined with the supernatural, ever since my youth I often saw the dead, the Fae and the Femori.I have traveled alot between Britain and South Africa, where i live now. My mother can see, my great grandfather was born with the veil and he became a water dowser later, except he would use his own body without tools. my great grandmother could read tea leaves. Magick runs in my veins even if I have been blocked.

I went through a year of darkness when I was 14, I explored the dark side and my dark self, a needed journey. We must all embrace our dark sides and bring them into wholeness... still working on that. I'm currently working very closely with the archangels, It's the only way I feel safe since I constantly feel under threat from Evil. I know that somehow my path involves fighting these entities, commonly called demons, i'm called to work with exorcisms and healings. I am a warrior and a student and i stand for the light. I stand just a few steps into this path but we all have to begin somewhere, either way there would be no running from it. You can't run from destiny. Soon I'll be studying Reiki. I have already learnt one kind of healing that involves pulling out darkness from people and transforming the energies... it works with images and archetypes.

I seek the truth, as we all do, so we have something in common no matter what kin. We all seek truth.
I'm a student, just finished with high school on my way to study a bachelor’s degree in fine arts. Perhaps I find inspiration here.

I'm glad to be back and able to contribute.

It's good to see you again! How's Elaea?

A lot to do with manifesting has been throwing itself at me lately, and it keeps sending the message that everything we experience is created by what we choose to focus on. Even evil. That's a big, scary thought, but it seems to be proving true. Maybe those scars happened because being so open can become overwhelming? ::hugs:: Whatever the cause, I hope you stay safe and happy.

My best friend, growing up, was from South Africa. I was always jealous of the trips she took to see her grandparents, because I couldn't go along.

It's SO good to see you back hun.

Sounds as if you've been working hard. You've definitely come a long long way

Hey!!!!! Welcome back to the forum!!! It's good to see you back.

A lot has changed, and little has changed....... we are all still walking the path of awakening and understanding, and we all have bruises, scars, new memories and old memories and it has made us all stronger and wiser. I'm not sure if any of us are ready and none of us are totally sure what we need to be ready for. What is important is that we continue to reach out to those who are awakening...... be they new friends or old.

Welcome back!!

Az
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Unfortunatly Elaea has choosen her own path, we're not really in contact anymore, but if that's how it should be then who am I to say otherwise. I'm happy to start posting and commenting again, I have alot to say... but also a little to say oh and Hey Scratch!

Just wanted to bid you welcome back to the forum! Hope that all of what you truly are will come to fore and bring back the happiness and wisdom that you so desire!

Ouza

We missed you How nice to welcome you back. Belatedly

Ash
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