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+5Ousa Razi'el Ashtart Azaz'el Alhazred 9 posters | Author | Message |
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The author of this message was banned from the forum - See the message | Alhazred
Posts : 27 Join date : 2012-05-12 Age : 42 Location : Maryland
| Subject: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sat May 12, 2012 11:47 pm | |
| -Crack a smile and cut your mouth and drown in alcohol.. (because you will, if you hand around me long enough. I'm gonna be the reason Kur and RabidDog ruin their livers in this life ;3)
I wasn't really up to this, but upon my better judgement Dog really suggested I stick my neck out and see what this place was all about.
Wow.. I actually look relatively sane for once. ............Wait no. No, I'm not. And you guys should never think I am, not even for a second. It's like the Joker said in the The Dark Knight; I'm just a dog chasing cars.. I wouldn't know what to do with one if I actually caught it!!!!
So, yes, I'm the famed Mad Poet, the wander that traveled the Empty Space; Alhazred. And I'm not about to go dick measuring here just because I wrote a book which has a tonne of influence on pop-culture and magick as we know it today... because I hate that shit. That's one reason I avoid half the internet communities about places like these and spiritual places, because it just makes my insides turn. So you don't have to worry about me throwing my history and title around like it's some badge of honor, because it's not. I'm just a person like everyone else.
I have more memories than I should, I. remember. everything. in striking-alarming detail. I don't like talking about it. I don't want to talk about it. I share what I can and help when Dog or Kur are about to lose their shit completely, or when ever there's a time frame when somebody (the rare few that I do care about) can use the information that I know. But that's about it.. really.
I think for what it's worth by joining here I'm looking to find more people like myself. Incarnations, Fallen, Otherkin like my lover RabidDog and my friend Kur - which is pretty fucking close to one of my patron gods, well, an aspect of him, anyway. Same story, different version. ...And maybe recruit a few people for my master's cause... | |
| | | Azaz'el Admin
Posts : 1084 Join date : 2010-02-02 Age : 54 Location : UK
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sat May 12, 2012 11:58 pm | |
| Greetings and welcome to the forum Alhazred,
I'm sure by now you will have a general idea about what this forum is like from Kur and RabidDog, but as you continue to look around at the threads and read the posts you'll see that we are a little different to many of the forums currently in existence.
Titles, activities, positions we once had, all mean very little here........ what is important is the learning process and the chance to finally come together and share what we remember, what we feel, what we think. And this is all done with respect for other members, their views and opinions. Not everyone will agree with you, and you wont agree with everyone, so discussion is encouraged, aggression is not.
If you have any problems with the forum, just shout out to one of the Mods or Admin Team via a pm and we will do all we can to rectify the problem as quickly as possible.
As for recruiting people........ this is not the place to recruit anyone for anything, We're all here to learn and share and understand.
Welcome to the forum
Az
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| | | The author of this message was banned from the forum - See the message | Alhazred
Posts : 27 Join date : 2012-05-12 Age : 42 Location : Maryland
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sun May 13, 2012 12:12 am | |
| - Azaz'el wrote:
- Greetings and welcome to the forum Alhazred,
I'm sure by now you will have a general idea about what this forum is like from Kur and RabidDog, but as you continue to look around at the threads and read the posts you'll see that we are a little different to many of the forums currently in existence.
Titles, activities, positions we once had, all mean very little here........ what is important is the learning process and the chance to finally come together and share what we remember, what we feel, what we think. And this is all done with respect for other members, their views and opinions. Not everyone will agree with you, and you wont agree with everyone, so discussion is encouraged, aggression is not.
If you have any problems with the forum, just shout out to one of the Mods or Admin Team via a pm and we will do all we can to rectify the problem as quickly as possible.
As for recruiting people........ this is not the place to recruit anyone for anything, We're all here to learn and share and understand.
Welcome to the forum
Az
The world would be but a boring place if everybody agreed on the same subject. In fact it's not there is a vast amount of suffering at hand. Different opinions are needed in order to keep an equal balance of the world and the following spheres around us. If all people thought the same way, there wouldn't be any order.. if you can understand what I'm saying (Forgive me, I just woke up. I still follow the old sleeping pattern I used to have. Sleep at day, wake at dusk..) My last statement about recruiting people was a joke, I have a wicked and odd sense of humor. Not too many people can get it. | |
| | | Azaz'el Admin
Posts : 1084 Join date : 2010-02-02 Age : 54 Location : UK
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sun May 13, 2012 12:20 am | |
| There is always need for differences and new thoughts, opinions and ways of thinking. It's something we do encourage here, as long as its done within the general guidelines of the forum........ I think we've all had too many experiences of flaming, bad mouthing, and down right pathetic arguments on forums to want to face it all again in here. We're all far too old and experienced to keep going through childish behaviour like that! So I do agree that people shouldn't think the same..... we're all different Races, with different experiences and universal views. But in the end there has to be a general consensus, even if that is to agree to disagree. I have a pretty wicked sense of humour myself, but it can be very difficult to get across the humour in type! Maybe I need to add some facial gestures to the emoticons! Az | |
| | | Ashtart
Posts : 1373 Join date : 2010-02-06 Age : 41
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sun May 13, 2012 2:48 am | |
| I'll add my welcome, Alhazred. I hope it won't offend (honestly) if I say that I've never heard of you before. ...? So no worries about being mobbed here, or at least not by me. I'll second Az, in that this is a place to explore and share in mutual respect for each other. Please feel free to make new posts or add to old ones. If you would like to post more sensitive information there is a Member's Section of the forum. I also agree with Az on the flaming, bad-mouthing and whatnot. It's so tiresome to encounter around the web... what sets our home apart is that we are a bit more "grown-up" here, regardless, or even in spite of actual age Welcome Ash | |
| | | Razi'el Moderator
Posts : 527 Join date : 2010-02-08 Age : 35 Location : Ontario, Canada
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sun May 13, 2012 3:03 am | |
| Greetings, and welcome, Alhazred, to our little corner of the internet! :3
it's quite refreshing to hear about being against all of the chest puffing nonsense, it gets old kinda fast, heheh. though sometimes it's hard to tell what's chest-puffing and what's simply stating facts....
anyway, i look forward to hearing more from you!
Best wishes, Raz | |
| | | Ousa
Posts : 928 Join date : 2010-03-07 Age : 76 Location : Kansas
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sun May 13, 2012 2:11 pm | |
| Welcome home to our humble forum, I love H. P.Lovecraft too Alhazred (for other's information Alhazred, is a fictional character created by American horror writer H. P. Lovecraft. He is the so-called "Mad Arab" credited with authoring the imaginary book Kitab al-Azif (the Necronomicon), and as such an integral part of Cthulhu Mythos lore.) Brings back so many many memories of when I was so much younger. Ouza | |
| | | Capsha
Posts : 281 Join date : 2012-03-30 Age : 28 Location : Scotland
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Sun May 13, 2012 4:23 pm | |
| Welcome to the forum. I'm Capsha, but feel free to call me Cap, Cappy or Haniel ^^ I hope you enjoy your stay here! | |
| | | Meti'ne
Posts : 332 Join date : 2012-04-02 Age : 31 Location : NJ, USA
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Mon May 14, 2012 6:56 am | |
| Welcome, Alhazred. I am Melari, a Keeper of the Multiversal Balance, but more specifically, the Deathkeeper of this planet.
You know, sanity really is all relative. As of yet, I see no reason to say that you are insane. Most humans that hear of us think we're ALL insane; we say that we are that which supposedly does not exist—the stuff of fairytales—and because of that, humanity deems us insane. But if we are insane for believing that we are what they don't believe in, then does that make THEM insane in OUR eyes for NOT believing that which WE not only believe in, but also know to be true...?
Again, my point is that sanity is all relative, my friend. In the end, it is—for the most part—a matter of perception; a perception that does not matter overall. It is KNOWLEDGE that is the key factor here.. Insanity is not doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result (as Obama once said); anyone who's won the lottery can tell you THAT. No. In my opinion, the truly insane are those who have succumbed to Darkness and refuse to see the Light, even when it is shining in their faces.
Now, when I speak of insanity, I don't claim to speak for those who are mentally ill (PTSD and other mental illnesses of the sort don't count).
Take my words as you wish.
~Melari | |
| | | The author of this message was banned from the forum - See the message | Alhazred
Posts : 27 Join date : 2012-05-12 Age : 42 Location : Maryland
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Wed May 16, 2012 8:35 pm | |
| Ashtart, I honestly prefer that people have never heard of me before. Makes things less complicated, makes things so much more easier. I can just be myself and not have to worry about the flood of commentary from the peanut gallery... Pleasure to meet you. Razi'el, "sometimes it's hard to tell what's chest-puffing and what's simply stating facts...." Yeaaaah.. more so than behind the computer screen. In a fact to fact confrontation. Its pretty easy to call somebody out on their bullshit. Still.. I hope this place doesn't leave a bad taste in my mouth. So far, so good. I hope. thanks for the greeting. Ouza, 8|... I'm not a fucking Otakukin. But, er, thanks. I think. Capsha, Heya Cap. . Melari, Thank you for the introduction. Your comments on my friend's topics, and my partner's topic made me extremely interested in talking to you. Sanity is overrated... there were times I asked myself if I could go back and keep my sanity intact and just live as a normal person. But I feel as if the sacrifice was necessary. I just wish it didn't turn me into a shit-mood when poked too much. Or so see somebody whipping their ass with what I know. Hmm.. deep down, it really isn't insanity for many of us, its knowledge. While knowing too much can certainly make you a bit... different than everyone else, and they'll call you crazy, it doesn't make you mad. Right..? | |
| | | Ousa
Posts : 928 Join date : 2010-03-07 Age : 76 Location : Kansas
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Wed May 16, 2012 9:36 pm | |
| Dear Alhazred, I see your point but I definitely wasn't implying that, that one is definitely for sure! I just love H.P. Lovecraft and in his novels he did have a character by that name Necronomicon: The Wanderings of Alhazred! But are you in fact the Alhazred who wrote "Death Waits Dreaming"? Wow if that be the case you are most dearly welcome but if not you still are most eagerly welcome to be and share with us! Ouza | |
| | | The author of this message was banned from the forum - See the message | Alhazred
Posts : 27 Join date : 2012-05-12 Age : 42 Location : Maryland
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Wed May 16, 2012 10:00 pm | |
| Ouza, Good. Aaaahahahaha.. because that was one of the key reasons I avoid most internet communities. And things just got complicated. Uh yeah, I... did have a hand in that. Kur is pretty much linked to Cthulhu in her own right. As I explained to them a bit ago, its the same story-different version. I mean I had hunched about Kur and RD all along. I just did not want to drop the bomb on their poor brains until I was sure they could handle it. As for that life....It is sorta, there, but blocked in this life. As if there's this happy wall keeping me from completely losing my shit in this form. RD is paging through Tyson's versions at the moment.. Aaaahahaha good fuck the look on their face when they had the ideal that they were more than likely my spirit guide in that life.. the whole "OH MY FUCKING GOD A. THIS ALL MAKES SO MUCH SENSE... Can we go drinking?" Because RD always knew we had a past together, this strong unbreakable bond, and memories of wandering the sand dunes at night. Then it all clicked. | |
| | | Meti'ne
Posts : 332 Join date : 2012-04-02 Age : 31 Location : NJ, USA
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Thu May 17, 2012 6:55 am | |
| - Alhazred wrote:
- Ashtart, I honestly prefer that people have never heard of me before. Makes things less complicated, makes things so much more easier. I can just be myself and not have to worry about the flood of commentary from the peanut gallery... Pleasure to meet you.
Razi'el, "sometimes it's hard to tell what's chest-puffing and what's simply stating facts...." Yeaaaah.. more so than behind the computer screen. In a fact to fact confrontation. Its pretty easy to call somebody out on their bullshit. Still.. I hope this place doesn't leave a bad taste in my mouth. So far, so good. I hope. thanks for the greeting.
Ouza, 8|... I'm not a fucking Otakukin. But, er, thanks. I think.
Capsha, Heya Cap. .
Melari, Thank you for the introduction. Your comments on my friend's topics, and my partner's topic made me extremely interested in talking to you. Sanity is overrated... there were times I asked myself if I could go back and keep my sanity intact and just live as a normal person. But I feel as if the sacrifice was necessary. I just wish it didn't turn me into a shit-mood when poked too much. Or so see somebody whipping their ass with what I know. Hmm.. deep down, it really isn't insanity for many of us, its knowledge. While knowing too much can certainly make you a bit... different than everyone else, and they'll call you crazy, it doesn't make you mad. Right..?
It's no problem. As a matter of fact, it's a pleasure to meet you. Oh? Extremely interested in speaking ME? I feel so special! Ha ha! =P Sanity IS indeed quite overrated. But no, being called "mad" doesn't make automatically make you such. However, I would like to say that normality is also quite overrated in its own right. As a matter of fact, I believe "normal" to be an imaginary standard created by hunanity because they fear what they do not know or understand. You know, sometimes I think about how most humans fear death and how some fear that its right around the corner, and then I think about how others never see it coming. After that, I think about how no one suspects that Death quite literally walks among them, how no one suspects that they may have befriended Death or that they may talk to Death on a regular basis. It's quite the interesting thing to think about. xD Just felt like sharing that~ ~Melari | |
| | | sagehawk
Posts : 74 Join date : 2012-04-04 Age : 35 Location : Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Thu May 17, 2012 1:49 pm | |
| Welcome to the forms. I have also never heard of you! | |
| | | Veil
Posts : 162 Join date : 2010-04-21 Age : 47 Location : Texas
| Subject: Re: Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are - Wed May 30, 2012 4:18 pm | |
| Absentee for awhile, but welcome to the board. Must go exploring now to look up some of the mentions in this thread. | |
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