Going Home

A week past friday I was taking a bath when I heard something knocking at my headspace. I'd been working on astral projection all day so I thought it was either tiredness, me imagining things or a backlash from it. The knocking persisted so I went to see what it was. I found an angel standing there. Her wings were folded up neatly, she has piercing, bright blue eyes and she had really long brown hair. Her energy was friendly and her aura was a beautiful blue colour. I felt like I knew her. I stood there looking for a few seconds and then I felt myself starting to get really emotional. A mixture of happiness, sadness and relief. I then recognized who this angel was. My best friend. Jophiel.

She told me that it was about time that I got my energy work going again and she was glad that she'd been allowed to come to me. We spoke about Hanaelan, Ariella, Michael and had a general catch up. She then made me an offer that I'm still wondering about. Because of the changes that have happened over the last few hundred years, the Council are asking me to go back for occasional meetings. I'd heard about people doing angelic work back home- my friend works in an angelic hospital and a demonic friend of mine was asked to fight on the astral plane with them- I'm a lot more inclined to believe them now. I would love to back and see everyone again, to be home again, but I'm still not sure if it'd be the right decision. I know that no one can decide for me but I feel a little bit stuck.

Don't be too concerned! She took something of yours back with her. Have faith things are as they should be and you are right where you are supposed to be!

Ouza

As you said no one can make the decision for you. Let your heart lead you.

For my part, I don't trust the Council and never will. MY first reaction is that it's a strange co incidence they've asked you back now, since you found your way here.

I dont know about you, but I keep getting "Home is here now, make this home." over and over in my head. I dont know about anyone else, but my gut tells me I am not supposed to be going back. Going 'home' would not change anything.

I don't know if it's related, but I think I was attacked today. I had a strange feeling of being watched and then on my way home from school I felt like I was literally being drained and I passed out.

I have a feeling with the coming changes and soon awakenings that the poeple of this world are going to need healers and guidance and its part of our place to help them so we have to be comfortable to help others and heal and i do believe that we are possibly going home but from what i saw at that gate i already know where im going.