A few things I remember

Hello everyone,
These are a few of the images that I remember.

The first is when I was still in heaven and I remember talking to someone many times is a room that was a library and I saw this person as my teacher and like my father. This person sat in a desk and wrote alot.

Another one is where I am standing at the entrance to a camp and am talking to someone who had good authority with the group and saying to him that I couldn't do this anymore, that it was wrong and then having to go and I walk away.

The third one is where I am sitting on a rock on the edge of a small hill watching a woman and what in the image feels like my child playing in the forest and someone who felt like my brother comes over to me from behind me and sits beside me and starts talking to me.

These arent much but they are the things I have gotten so far.

Uzziel

Uzziel wrote:

The first is when I was still in heaven and I remember talking to someone many times is a room that was a library and I saw this person as my teacher and like my father. This person sat in a desk and wrote alot.

Back Home, amoung others, Uriel was incredibly involved in the libraries. I'm not saying that's who it is, but it's a starting point!

~Capsha

Yes that is exactly who I believe it was, he is also who I think may have been my soul father. That or he was just very much like one to me.

My first thought on the libraries was actually Razi'el. I'm not saying that's definitely who it was, it's just a thought that came to me.

well, there are a few ways to tell if it was me;

1) did he have coppery, curly hair?

2) did he have an intense dislike of people messing with his filing system?

3) did he have a temper that would make Az make a sharp intakes of breath and go "Yikes..."

lol that last one was mostly joking, but i did have a pretty bad temper

It is a definite yes to the second one, the image for the first isnt very clear so I am not sure yet.

I also think I have an update or correction to the first memory. I think my soul father was Uriel, at least we did have a relationship like father and son. And this person at the desk in the library always seemed to feel indifferent to my presence, like he was so overly focused on what he was writing. I believe I was told to give messages a lot to this person, sometimes Uriel but not always. I think that once I started to stop being submissive to this person he began to actually talk to me and I remember talking to him while wandering the library a bit observing the titles of the books, with some of the sections being off limits.

I also think that I was in some kind of training to become a arch angel before I came down to earth.

Also, this brother I had in the memory of sitting on the rock and watching my mate and little girl playing in the forest, he felt like I dont know, a brother more related by blood but that he fell farther then I did and became a demon.

I also remember I was quite a lot of the time, more interested in observing then talking, until something happened to take me out of my "shell" and I started to get very close to a few others.

I also remember being in a war, feeling guilty and saddened that I had chosen the side that I did and that I didnt want to fight the other group but felt I had to.

There was also this beautiful garden that was just outside a building that I spent a lot of my personal time either reading or getting lost in my thoughts. This garden was surrounding a path that was in the shape of a upside-down t with the small part of it going back into the building. The plant looked like they went on for a long time and was the most beautiful array of colors.

And that is all for now.

Uzziel wrote:

I also remember being in a war, feeling guilty and saddened that I had chosen the side that I did and that I didnt want to fight the other group but felt I had to.

That is how I felt about the war.

I feel like I should share all the memories and updates to memories that I discover, so here is an update to the second memory I listed in the beginning.

It starts with me talking to one of the more important individuals of one of the two bands of armies that were going to war, I pretty much told him that what we did was wrong (starting relationships with the humans) and that I couldn't have any part of it. He asked what I was going to do, where I was going to go, I said I didn't know but I would figure it out and I walked away. He seemed too calm for me leaving, then before I reached some trees to enter a forest my female – Mali something – comes out from behind something and tells me not to go, that she needs me and that our child needs me. I said that I was wrong and that I should never had come down in the first place, and she bagged me more to stay which lead me to look down into her tearful eyes and she shot right to my heart. She said me leaving would not solve anything that her and our child would still be hunted and that it was better for me to stay. I told her that I am sorry I did this too her and took a deep breath and said fine I will stay. Then she smiled and lifted my heart. I turned to individual, and two others and said I will teach them what I know (I am guessing the soldiers) and walked back into the camp and said – thinking out loud – that it hopefully would give us more of an advantage or a bigger advantage. Some of the details could be wrong because I am still new at this but there you go.

Uzziel

Hey Uzziel, I was thinking about why I thought your name sounded familiar. Part of the reason might be because it kinda reminded me of Uriel, and if he is your soul father that could make sense. I feel like I may have been close (perhaps very close, but it's just a theory at this point) to Uriel, but am finding it very hard to remember anything about him, which just seems really odd to me, like there might be some sort of block. So if you happen to remember anything about that, I would love to know.
-Ari'el

lol to be truthfully honest, I have felt that your name was the name of what my soul mother's name was and that I might have been told that. but idk the accuracy, so maybe you were just a very close girlfriend to him once.

O.O Hah! Oh wow. That is interesting. At this point I can't say either way, but I'd definitely like to do more searching on this topic.

I would too, the same for all my past memories and my past bonds.

Of course, same here . I've remembered a lot, but there is so much more still to remember.

As far as Uriel goes, I've had the sense that he and I were/are like a pair, a unit, twin flames perhaps. In legend/myth/etc Uriel and Ariel are very similar with similar properties and interests, to the point that some people have mistakenly interchanged us or even combined us into one entity (Auriel).

Hello all,

Uriel...yes I remember him very well, he was one of my closest friends...still is...since his "awakening" about a year or so ago he has tried to contact me through the spirit realm and in the beginning he was quite confused and angry...wanting to know what the hell had happened and what was going on now..he has since become a little more stable and has advanced quite a bit...not surprising considering he was sort of a genious...he was very quiet, very big in stature, kind of reminds me of a tank lol and had kind of a cold exterior but was open with those he was closest to

He took his role as a "soldier/warrior" very seriously, some of us shadow were made for combat and some of us were not, even though all of us did fight and fought very well (especially in the "war" with the other alien-type species before our civil war)

I'm not in any way degrading any of my brothers, just explaining that each of us had certain gifts and abilities others did not....and well Uriel was a gifted soldier, he was very good with military strategy..so on and so forth..

I do sense a very strong connection between you and him, a tight bond -

as for you Ariel and Uriel...there is something there I can't put my finger on...there is a closeness...but when I try to picture the two of you the images blur together...almost as if they were one...odd

and Raz...lol...can't tell you how many times I pissed him off in the library, I do apologize Razi'el for giving you such a hard time my friend

Uriel was quite the poker player as well, though I know there were times where he cheated...I'm pretty sure he cheated...