Ariel and Uriel?

As I have awakened I've been able to remember at least a little bit about all of the arch angels, and some other angels as well. I can at least pick up on their energy signature and kinda tell what they may have looked like and sometimes there are little bits of memory. Except for Uriel. He has been strangely blank to me, like there's just nothing there. That made him very easy to just ignore and pass over without even giving it a second thought.

I've done a lot of research on Ariel to assist in my awakening. Uriel was often mentioned in conjunction with Ariel. Apparently they are seen as being very similar and sometimes they are mistakenly interchanged or even combined into one entity (Auriel?) by mediums or in myths/legends. I didn't think much of this at first either. I think I actually found it vaguely annoying that information about me might be mixed up with someone else's, and that most of the credit is given to Uriel lol.

Around Christmas 2011 I had a very powerful session with a shaman. She saw many of my guides, including my higher goddess self, and two Shadow who I am very close to, both in this life and in the past. She also saw Uriel. (And I'm really hoping she wasn't just confusing Ariel and Uriel... >.<) Hearing that he was there,... it struck me in a way... somewhere deep. Over the next week I was still processing what happened during the session and whenever I thought of Uriel I'd start to cry... in a good sort of way. It was like, let's see if I can both remember and explain this correctly. But the feeling was sortof like this intense gratitude and love, like I was surprised he was actually there and so very grateful that he was, that he still cared... something like that...
It also made me wonder. The other two Shadow that showed up in the session come together as a pair, twin flames so to speak, and they are now married in real life... It made me wonder if Uriel and Ariel also make a pair like that. I think maybe we do.

But I have such a huge block on my memories about anything concerning Uriel. When I try to think of him, all I get is dark fog, or just blank nothingness. I can hardly even pick up on his energy signature, never mind what he looks like. I'm going to make an educated guess and say that there is probably something really painful lurking in those memories, hence why I blocked them from myself. I guess we'll find out.

I tried going backwards in my memories, with Uriel as the focal point. I started after the War, when I was wandering alone in the desert, forlorn and heartbroken etc etc... Before that I think I was at the City.. I want to say the Castle, and then there's a block and I can't go further... Maybe something happened there? Maybe that was the last time I saw him? I don't know.

If anyone has any input on this, I would very much appreciate it. Whether it's just memories of what Uriel was like... if he and I were even together.. or anything else at all. Thanks.

Hey Ari,

The only thing I can see when I think of you two or try to picture you is a blurred image, but it's almost as if you were one person...not sure what to think of that, but there is a sadness...strange

hopefully more info will come soon, perhaps with us talking about it/him, more memories will surface

*hugs*

As the son I am privy to some of the information as I was bonded to Uriel and I believe I was bonded to Ariel as well. From what I remember Ariel and Uriel was very close, they had a bond that litterly combined their energy into one as long as they held that bond. This is possibly why they got the two confused, it was because when they were sent to give messages a significant amount of the time they went together. I remember that Ariel brought out the side of my father that he would usually repress and keep hidden, his fun and wild side (The more major part I inherited from him). I have a more vivid memory of walking through maybe a castle and seeing them sitting and staring intently into each other's eyes, like they were having a very intense mental conversation lol which they probably were. From something I did gather but dont know for entire sure if it is true yet is that I had a brother (or a angel who I had gotten very close to) under the guidance of Uriel and there was an event that occurred with him that caused him to fall. Because Uriel and Ariel were also very close to him but had different opinions about the event, this pushed them apart a bit but it wasn't the event that made them completely seperate and I am not sure if it was the first event that caused them to start to grow more distant.
The event that caused them to separate was one that I have blocked out but I do know it was more major then the last event I mentioned and it was something I was involved in as it caused me to leave heaven to go to earth. This is what I have gotten so far, there is more but I will look into it when I am ready.

Wow... Thank you both.

The idea of having such a strong bond with someone that our energies merged into one is pretty awesome.

Uzziel, the big event that separated us, the one that caused you to go to Earth, do you remember if that was before, during, or after the civil war?

I can't really get into that timeline much right now but I got the feeling that it might have been just after it.

*nods* that would make sense with my feeling.

If I recall correctly... I, along with all/most(???) of the other arch angels/council members fought on the side of "heaven" against the Grigori who loved humans. I hated it. After the war I was completely sickened with the whole ordeal and left. I wanted nothing to do with the Council or the politics or any of it anymore. When I left, I was alone. (I guess you could say I Fell, but there is a bit of pride in me that says I didn't Fall, because I was not punished or cast out, I left of my own free will. I guess in the end it really doesn't matter.) anyway, I think I left Uriel behind, or he chose to stay or something... The whole topic of the war and why it was fought, if it should even have been fought at all was pretty controversial. Perhaps we disagreed about that, and about leaving?

I am the same way with pride. I think you are on the right track and from what I could feel out from the memory, I think he chose to stay but I wasn't in heaven anymore at the time, I believe I left before you did.

Uzziel, you said that you had a brother or another angel you were close with who fell before you did. Did their name start with A? I had the impression that it did but couldn't remember the actual name, and just now reading over your post I see that you never actually mentioned the name.


Last night I was thinking about Uzziel and how I may know you, and how the alternate spelling of your name as Usiel seems to ring even more bells. I definitely knew you well, though the details are unclear. I also feel that you help link me back to Uriel, you're like a key to help me let down my blocks and connect to Uriel again, and I thank you for that.

After thinking about Usiel, my thoughts shifted to Uriel, and I could actually feel him, RIGHT THERE. On the spiritual, energetic plane of course. And I was able to talk to him and figure some things out.  I haven't been able to do that in.... I don't even know how long. I was actually pretty surprised, don't know what happened to those blocks o.O lol

It seems that, after the war, after I left the ranks of the Shadow, even though Uriel stayed there initially, he had a lot of thinking to do and had a change of heart. He left to come after me, to find me again. I think he may have been searching ever since.

It feels as though a piece of his soul is within mine, and a piece of my soul is within his. Like a ying yang. We are inseparable even when worlds apart. I could feel how our energies combine and merge into one when we hold that bond, and it's a feeling I know well. I guess we were kinda like identical twins, always together, but more than that too.

I've had many lovers in my time kicking around the Universe lol (I admit I'm a bit of a player sometimes *cough*), and even though I love them all, none of them feel like how I feel with Uriel, there isn't that same bond.