Yeah, we were pretty much outcasts in the city, and more or less an absolute last resort on the battlefield. Few approved of our methods, but our methods were quite effective, to say the least. The way we fought was practically forbidden. Most did not understand our methods, and thus they feared them. We were feared... Feared by humans and Shadow alike. They feared what could become of such a power, the power we wielded, but we could control it, and that's why they don't understand: because THEY were incapable of wielding what we could, let alone controlling it.
I couldn't even walk through a human village without someone screaming, "Death is among us!"
In the city, I was respected, but that most of that respect was gained through fear (unintentionally, mind you). The only ones who genuinely respected me—without fear or anything—were the other Keepers... and the Necrolim. The Necrolim were a family of sorts to me. I was always endlessly loyal to them, and them to me.
Zariel, know that though the others had shunned you, you did well in that mission. And you still had a family amongst the other Necrolim and myself.
I honestly don't remember much about you though aside from what I mentioned. I remember you always followed orders, down to the letter, you were ruthless, completely merciless, practically feral. Off the battlefield, you were more down-to-earth and very polite and respectful; you never hesitated to bring any concerns about a mission or something to my attention and you also had very legitimate concerns. At the same time, however, I remember that you would just as easily lay your life on the line for an assignment; no hesitation. But if something went against our or your beliefs, or our code of honor, then all hell broke loose!
~Melari