My memory

Okay going off what I saw while in a dream, it was somewhat half lucid, being I couldnt control anything only watch what was happening I saw a being looking at them as if they were facing me, but something told me it was me, a feeling and he was dressed in a long loincloth type thing and what looked like goz around your waist and arms and shoulder a metal plate of armor on your shoulder and a gold waistband in-crested with a blue jule in the center. I had 6 wings (from what I feel) but it also becomes 4 as well and red looking hair or it was pretty close to it..that's all I saw so far, not sure if it's spot on or if it's my imagination. The eye color kind of varied from blue, green, sometimes red. My fall looked as if my whole appearance changed I only remember my eyes then were somewhat a yellow and I think I lost those 6 wings, not sure on there.

sorry meant "my" not "your"

From searching different sites I find that as a seraphim I might have been demoted to Cherubim or Virtue(mainly because on occasions my 6 wings 2 fade and I only feel 4 present) this might not be correct as I'm going on sites that are somewhat connected to religion and wikipedia.

I wouldn't pay too much mind towards Wikipedia and religious sources. You can't really trust anything but your own memories.

Those people may have an outline correct sometimes, but everything else would be complete BS. So just be cautious.

No one who doesn't know can know, they can only guess or surmise. If they have never seen an angel, how can they describe one. If they have never sat on the Council how can they know what they do? If they have never lived in angel society how can they know the hierarchy.

People guess and surmise all the time, they take snippets of information, illustration etc and weave their own stories, which others pick up as truth.

Trust only what your heart tells you is truth

Zadki'el wrote:

I had 6 wings (from what I feel) but it also becomes 4 as well and red looking hair or it was pretty close to it..that's all I saw so far, not sure if it's spot on or if it's my imagination. The eye color kind of varied from blue, green, sometimes red.

Something about that description rings strongly in my mind, resonating with something deep inside. I think...I saw you. I don't know how, I'm not Shadow. But something tells me that I've seen you somewhere. In a dream, you wore attire similar to what you described. There's an image in my mind, strong and familiar.

I'd love to hear more about yourself as Shadow and Fallen.

Saea wrote:

Zadki'el wrote:

I had 6 wings (from what I feel) but it also becomes 4 as well and red looking hair or it was pretty close to it..that's all I saw so far, not sure if it's spot on or if it's my imagination. The eye color kind of varied from blue, green, sometimes red.

Something about that description rings strongly in my mind, resonating with something deep inside. I think...I saw you. I don't know how, I'm not Shadow. But something tells me that I've seen you somewhere. In a dream, you wore attire similar to what you described. There's an image in my mind, strong and familiar.

I'd love to hear more about yourself as Shadow and Fallen.

My fall was due to the war after Michael's men killed the two children I had they were from me and the elven race that stayed in the forest around the city. When I came to check on Jophiel I saw he was holding my two daughters in his arms seeing them dead broke me and I killed the two men that were under Michael. I still don't know if he ordered it or not, but after that we had a discussion and I left, my fall was by choice because I did not feel the same after that. As a shadow/angel I spent most my time with Michael, Gabriel, Jophiel and Samuel or in the council hall in the seat of mercy. If not I usually wander about on my own. I was taught healing from Raphiel, combat by Michael, and I dont remember what by Gabriel, and Samuel was my lover, Jophiel was the one angel that I literally considered my brother.