hello from europe!

hey everyone!

I'm a lady from Europe, who has been busy awaking for a bit now. I've remembered several lives now, including Elenari ones, several human ones, and some beastlike ones... It has been interesting, but these past few weeks I have been remembering things I cant put my finger too.

Recent memories that came drifting to me in meditation have me somewhat confused. I have been trying to scout around, but I've been less then succesfull. Perhaps there is someone here who can help me. Also, please do forgive any errors in english, it is not my native language.

What I remember is being part of an energy system, a star system as it were. I felt, was, thought.. I had sisters with me, starsisters, and together we sang a song. We danced to the tunes of this song, which i suppose was more a moving into a certain pattern. We were all connected by the Starmother as we called her. She was not a being of physical appearance but.. I guess you could compare it with black matter in between planets. She was all and nothing, and part of our conscious extended into her. She connected our song, to the song of other starsystems, or energy systems, so we could sing the song of the universe.
The starmother was breath to all, in this moment. She allowed us (and still does) to see particles in everything, so all could be formed, and reformed to nothing again.

I know this sounds really farfetched, and I wouldn't be asking about this after having spend countless hours in yoga and meditation about this.
I have very few spiritual connections around me, where I live, and those I do know are quite certain stars could never have souls, and when they do they would not be as evolved as I seem to remember it.

Any thoughts ideas, or help is more then welcome!

thank you ever so much!

Welcome to the forum!
I've come across a starkin before who was rather interesting. I personally just see stars as balls of gas, so they don't have souls, but who knows?
I'm Capsha, but call me Cap, I'm an angel and the host of this body.
I hope you enjoy your time here.

Thank you! I'm not saying I am star tho, i'm still in the proces of figuring it out. I definetly didn't have the physical body like I did when I was Elenari, or Kaa Genuu, or human. But I did reside in space in between stars for sure, together with others, connected to me as an energy system. I remember the brightness of myself most of all, a really bright white..

I refer to those connected to myself as starsisters and starmother because that was what we called ourselves. But I remember descending to cities just as much.
To this point it's rather confusing still, and i'm trying to spend as much meditation as I can on it

There are many legends about stars having souls, for example in North American Indian tradition.

The thing that struck me though, when reading your post was the Australian Aboriginal myths of The Dreamtime.

I don't know all that much about the myths, although i have visited it a couple of times. Essentially, it is a giant web of energy that connects everyone and everything. within the web are certain paths that are much brighter and beings of light who inhabit the intersections. They are called Star Maidens or Star Sisters. and i'm sure i've heard the name star mother too.

Welcome to the forum We have few rules and they all revolve around one thing - we must respect each other and must not disrespect anyone. if you do that you'll be fine.

As will all new members i will now offer the ritual chocolate

It will definetly be worth exploring on my side! Thank you so much for the tip!!!

And no worries, i'm really a very gentle being, with a kind and very caring heart The only thing that keeps happening around me is inexplicable crazy spiritual change for people.

Aw, and thanks for the chocolat! Can't have any unfortunately due to some things, which sucks when you live in the country that has the worlds most famous chocolate

Crazy inexplicable spiritual changes? It's like you read my life lol!

My name is Saea and I want to welcome you too! I've only heard a few stories relating to stars and soul. I'm curious to know what an Elenari is if you don't mind explaining it, just because it can't hurt to learn something new Your memories of being a Starsister sound very beautiful. Hopefully we can learn more from you. I guess it's like that saying of we're always students, eh?

Hi Neeltje Welcome to the forum I'm Ash, Head Mod, and one of the people that you can message if you ever run into any issues around here (as well as our lovely mods and Admin ) I used to go by "Dreamsend" and Angela here, until I remembered what my name was on Earth. My first memories revolved around the stars, and I dug up a couple of those old threads for you to look at if you'd like. Ari'el, one of our mods, used to go by Ellysium and also has lots of memories around the stars.

https://fallenshadow.darkbb.com/t80-archive-the-final-frontier

https://fallenshadow.darkbb.com/t215-archive-things-i-remember-and-things-that-have-called-to-me

No chocolate!! D: how about a bowl of cherries?

Welcome since chocolate isn't my thing and I like to cook/bake/ ect sooo here

Neeltje! Hello and welcome to the forum! Sorry it took me so long to find this. Is it alright if I ask what country you live in? I'm just curious because I used to live in the Netherlands before I moved to the States, and your username sounds like it might be Dutch. But then your comment about the chocolate makes me think Switzerland, but Dutch chocolate is pretty darn good too. lol. Of course you don't have to tell me if you feel uncomfortable.

Your memories of the Starsisters and Starmother are beautiful. The way you describe the webs of energy and consciousness remind me of some of my own experiences and memories. I can feel what you are describing. I remember being one with everything, the Source, the Universe(s), the consciousness and energy that connects and flows in and through everything, that is everything and yet nothing with no form. Then, at one point, I decided to create myself and experience creation from a different perspective. I became a ball of bright white light. I am unsure about whether or not this was a star. I think I stayed like that and watched for a long time, I don't remember much else from that time. Eventually I decided to try on other forms and experiences.

Although I am here now experiencing a human existence, I feel that the majority of 'me', my true self, is still connected to and one with the Everything and continuing to do its duties. I call her Light for lack of an actual name. In my mind's eye I see her as condensed white light in the shape of a woman whose hair and robes are constantly flowing as if there is a breeze. Her 'true form', however, is formless. She is one of many aspects or pieces of the Source/Universe/Consciousness/Energy/etc that flow in and through and connect everything.  These aspects help to maintain balance and keep everything running smoothly, so to speak. Her duties involve light both literally and figuratively. There is the physical light like the stuff that comes out of stars, and there is the spiritual light. She connects everything on the spiritual consciousness/energy level. She also helps bring individual beings back to oneness with the Source when they are ready.

As a side note, I personally think it could be entirely possible for things like stars and planets to have souls. Animals have souls and all we are is bags of carbon, water, and some other elements. All of these elements were created in the death throws of stars.

Dearest Neeltje,

I want to bid you welcome to the forum. I was stationed in Germany for 3 years during the cold war and have visited your country (lovely warm and beautiful people)!

I really have no claims to fame only flame! If things are correct I feel that my spirit has a colorful history however a not so accepted one by the bible belt theorists and standards!

I just want you to know that you are among friends for Ish (wishglow) and Az are very dear kin spirits to me as all of those in the forum are.

Take your time and read or browse through some of the past posts and determine which ones if at all ring a bell<---No pun intended (tonal)

Our moderators here are the best of the best and will do anything and everything in order to help you. But remember that only you have the answers hidden inside. We can only be your mirrors so that you can truly visualize that which you truly are.

Again welcome and perhaps have a tea or a coffee with your favorite cake or snack! Sit back and enjoy the ride for all of us are on the path to self realization!

Ousa

sorry for the late reply, and welcome to the forum! if anyone starts giving you trouble, just bring it up with the moderators or admins and we'll get it sorted nice and quick =)

Enjoy, hope you find the answers you're looking for!

Aloha! Welcome!
I havent been around for a while. I am from Estonia in this life.
I also had to experience for a while as a teenager that I did not have many people around me to talk about these kind of spiritual matters, so I get you.
I believe in our own inner knowingness and intuition to find out who, what we are, I would trust what you get in meditations. I firmly truly feel that our true inner self is all knowing and all memories are within us, just covered over mostly. I myself have not gotten a ton of past memories but there have been people in my life who have brought up stuff from past lives.
 

Saluti, and welcome to the forum!