ARCHIVE: The final frontier

From Dreamsend 31 Jul 2008

I have visions of myself floating through space when I really want to relax. Not just the sky as the earth sees it but far from here, far from anywhere that is an established "place": deep space, indeed. Star clusters in all shapes and colors and nebulae, and gases and asteroid clusters and solar systems, space anomalies, comets and supernova. Deep space is where "home" is to me. Contrary to most Starkin, I feel born from the stars themselves. They are sentient to me. I feel the stars and space itself gave rise to similar beings with form and substance, to do its will, to travel to the far reaches of the worlds. I came here. Here...

I have a feeling that some races of fae or Sidhe were from the sky in this same manner, that we arrived together and made home here, Earth. That we used magic and flew and sent the humans help when they needed it. But never too much, because that would be "wrong." Over thousands or maybe hudreds of years, we became feared and revered. Different. Shunned. Cast out to the farthest lands never to return. And for the most part, we never have. We're bitter beings who hold a grudge. This is the feeling that I have at least. In my particular case, I feel that there were betrayals involved as well. But those are another story for another time.

-- Angela


From Faddewr 31 Jul 2008

many cultures believe that the magickal races came from the sky. It's repeated across many cultures that "ascending" (i.e. going up) is a magick/sacred event. Like the Norse think of the Aesir and how they are higher up on Yggdrasil; how the Abrahamic traditions say that angels come from the sky.


From Azaz'el 31 Jul 2008

I have to say that I have read your post with intrigue Dreamsend. What you describe is very much as Fadd says.... it links in to the concepts and memories and earlier tales and ideas regarding the Shadow and their travels to and from the Source, the links to the Star Gateways and the teachings with humanity.

Is it possible that the Starkin could be Shadow? Or have at least worked with the Shadow? This is something I would like to explore further.

Az


From Universal Traveler 1 Aug 2008

QUOTE (Azaz'el @ Jul 31 2008, 09:03 PM)
"I have to say that I have read your post with intrigue Dreamsend. What you describe is very much as Fadd says.... it links in to the concepts and memories and earlier tales and ideas regarding the Shadow and their travels to and from the Source, the links to the Star Gateways and the teachings with humanity.

Is it possible that the Starkin could be Shadow? Or have at least worked with the Shadow? This is something I would like to explore further.

Az"

I am also intrigued by what you are talking about Azazel!
You see I once attended a meditation group that worked with angels and the lady that was teaching... well she told me really strange things.
And only I got this strange message, the others didn't.
We were talking about what we had seen in our guided meditation and I told her I had a strong feeling that my connection to stars and galaxies felt like home and that I always had the feeling that I must be connected to some race of alien origin.
She just stared at me and said no, you are not of alien origin but you have worked with them on many occasions and that is why you have all these memories, you have traveled far and have encountered many beings and got acquainted with their ways.
She said you are of angelic origin, I am 100% sure of that but the connectin to your kind may not be what you expect it to be, you will not feel at home with your own kind.
I was very troubled by that and didn't know what to think of that.
She may be all wrong but I do know I have those memories of stars and galaxies.
But for some reason I felt like I would not be accepted again.... strange, why would that be? Did I do something? Did I leave somewhere (home) for some reason?
I also have these memories of a big scale war among my own kind.
Dreadful and when those memories surface again I am very shook up.
I see everything in detail and in color, it is so real... I know my leaving home has to do with that.
I have tried to reconnect to the memories but it is too painful for me.
I can't handle it right now although I have the feeling that this is what is hindering me and if I want to move on I will need to face this.


From EaruArulay 2 Aug 2008

Many times that I have come in contact with alien entities they appear not unlike that of angels. From my own experiences I find that we are all from some alien place, and we all came from the divine to experience life, so maybe everybody is right in their own way? tongue.gif
As for great wars, many times I find my imagination to be rooted in those memories of the distant past. Wars so terrible that it encompasses my entire imagination as I replay those memories, weapons beyond anything conceived and armies so massive they could be civilizations of their own.. all to perish in their egotistic cyclone of self destruction.
Many times I have feelings of not being accepted if I came back, and in my opinion that is because of the different experiments being conducted on different planets, one must be careful so as to preserve the life on a planet and to not taint it's experience. A situation similar to that on Earth, where any alien entities cannot physically go to Earth.
Perhaps we have our own issues to work out on our planet before we can leave this existence and coexist with other races?


From Dreamsend 3 Aug 2008

Az: it is possible? Anything's possible happy.gif I have the feeling that both groups have been around for so long that is unlikely that did not know of each other. Just what they thought of each other I cannot say right now.

Fadd: I totally agree with you here. It's possible that there are even many references to "extraterrestial events" in ancient lore than most realize at first or even fiftieth reading.

UT: I'm not familiar with the star gateways or the work the Shadow do beyond this realm. I can say that I have memories of a place that I "cannot go back to". Maybe a home that I abandoned, with reason, like a mission that was worthy enough to do so, and that everyone realized was worthy enough to leave, but were still too hurt and betrayed by my leaving to allow me to return. And I wouldn't want to. I consider Earth - as it is - home.

Earu: I believe that we'll hopefully work out those issues soon (in the process) and will be able to interact with other races again. That would be great.

-- Angela


From Ellysium 3 Aug 2008

Thanks for starting up this part of the forum, Angela smile.gif

I feel fairly certain that I am Starkin. Actually, I think I woke up to that before I became aware of my draconic nature. However, I don't know much specifically about being starkin, or what that entails for me. All I know is that when I look at the stars, I get a sense of longing, as though my Home is out there somewhere. And it is not just the stars around here, it is the entire Universe. It is as you said, Angela, deep space, the galaxies, solar systems, nebulae, gas clouds, and so forth. I am in love with the universe smile.gif


"I feel the stars and space itself gave rise to similar beings with form and substance, to do its will, to travel to the far reaches of the worlds. I came here. Here..."

This reminds me of a memory I have. I believe I've shared it before on this forum, but it makes sense to share it again here.
Before I started on this particular existence, with this string of lifetimes, I was part of the universe, one with it. I was part of the very fabric of space and time. I was not a singular entity, I existed nowhere and everywhere.
Then, I became. At first I was simply an orb of light, a soul. I watched the universe, the galaxies, and all of its civilizations grow and change around me. For eons I watched (though out in the middle of space, with no real reference point, I don't think time has any real meaning).
Eventually I took on some form. As far as I can remember now, that form was draconic in nature, but I may also have taken on a humanoid/angelic form, and I could take any other form I desired. At this point I think I started interacting with other entities. And eventually I wanted to experience life itself, in a body, and interact with the civilizations of the universe. I don't remember much any more around this time, except that that is when I started upon this string of lifetimes.

I know that may have been somewhat repetitive, but I hope that perhaps it can give some insight.
*laughs* In fact, it has given me some insight!

Although I have known of this memory for years, I don't usually think about it, so I hadn't put it together with the way I'm feeling now. Just last night I wrote a post about how I no longer feel a strong connection to any particular name or form, I just sortof am... And I was a bit confused about that, except that I had some spiritual/religious explanations for it... But now it makes complete sense!