Someone's death

It was on grass field between two forests. I stood on a small hill and was watching what was happening on another hill in front of me (well… that one was more like a bump on the ground than hill). When I was away someone important to me disappeared and I was looking for her/him. And I found them. I saw how the one I cared for suffers terribly… no stake or anything, they were simply burning her/him to death right there, on the ground. And for some reason I couldn’t help in any way. I think that first came pain, then anger which was soon overtook by incredible bitterness. How could they do THIS? How could something like this even happen? And I was thinking something along the lines ”so this is how it’s gonna be” and that it will get worse and that they will continue.

I KNOW that at least one of them really enjoyed this. Malicious glee was practically radiating from him.

I have remembered this very long ago so I am able to write about it without any problem now. This was most likely my first memory. Was there a time when things like this were considered right thing? I have no idea when this happened, who “they” were and I don’t even know who that dear person of mine was. Just those feelings… and heavy sense of responsibility that I felt from the time I remembered this. Not like I was responsible for what happened but as if somehow connected with my duties.

Nazra

I wasn't there for this but looking through your eyes, I think these individuals were some of the darker of those who were to become the fallen, and that this person was a girl, an innocent and good girl in your feelings, but it may have been a time when the Angels were at war with another group of beings that weren't human and actions like this weren't condoned but happened.

It is either this or it was how you viewed them. Dark, evil, cruel, and corrupted.

I don't thing I perceived them in that way. I was more shocked than anything and all the feelings were connected to the situation alone, not those people. It's as if I knew at least some of them and totally didn't get how they were even able to do something like that.

Sorry, that must be my view of the situation then, I am sorry, this ability is not perfect, but it has allowed me to recognize whether or not someone is a wereanimal when dealing with new people in the online pack I am a part of.

To be honest, this is the first time I used it to look into the past life of an angel, and I realize that those memories are more complicated then a previous animal life. I am sorry for the intrusion, my curiousity got the better of me.

It's ok, thanks to you that memory became a bit more clear than before.