1. I don't think I would want to 'return' anywhere. I do want to be reunited with those I left behind, though. For me it's different because I was never a Malakh but I have been blessed with part of that energy and I miss many of my friends. Those who fell and those who didn't. But I don't want to look back. I want to move forward.
2 I can't see a time when I would ever forgive Micha'el. As Uzziel said we've all done bad things, or at least things we wouldn't do now, but I truly believe that everything I have done has been in a strong belief at the time that it was right or for the best. Michael couldn't have cared less if it was right or wrong. He did what he did and enjoyed every moment of it. He fed off the suffering he caused and there are scenes burned into my mind that I can never forgive. Is that a fault of mine? Probably. I know i'm a hypocrite, to preach forgiveness and then to fail to give it but that's the way it is I'm afraid.
3 This is tricky. Being at least partly human it would, at first sight, seem that I have little choice. However, I was told once that one day I would shed my human skin and be a being of light again. If that happens I don't know what I'd do about the rest of humanity. I believe they are children, lost in the darkness and we have a lot of responsibility for that. As such I feel strongly that we also have responsibility for at least trying to bring them out of the darkness. Whether I would take on that responsibility when it came down to it I don't know. I'd like to think I would but I'm so disillusioned with humanity at the moment that, although I see the gold shining in the shit I don't know if I want to be the one to reach in and pull it out.
4. I believe the fallen are coming back together. I very much hope they can 'rise up' but I think there is a purpose beyond anything relation to this world is concerned. I beleive there is a war coming and the fallen will be needed to fight. I can't really get my mind to think beyond that. I hope that if we won we would finally have peace and be able to settle somewhere and live in harmony with Gaia.
5. Something is coming of that I'm sure. There is a restless anticipation in the aethers that makes me sure of it. Whether it will come on that day, or in one big whoosh at all I'm not sure. I certainly don't get the sense of the world ending