Discovered reason for my sealed state...

I've been searching for a couple years as to how to undo my being resealed after forcing my activation March 2013. I'm talking full blown Awakening. Second sight fully physically manifested, a extreme feeling of joy, bliss and ecstasy, energy pulsing through my body as waves as well as being able to clearly see a second skin of blue energy around my body, and fingers of energy that were a couple inches longer. This was an experience I had after focusing Extreme Rage.

Now a couple nights ago, I had a dream where a being had pulled out just a small portion of this rumbling energy that has slowly grown into almost an entity of anger. After learning so much and experiencing so much deception during my searching, there's just nothing I can be but angry at this point until I feel amends have been made to me and others like me. That being let me taste just a small portion. It was intense, overwhelming. Completely washed through me and was so vibrant.

I don't think these beings understand that part of the joy and battle and Point of being human, is to learn how to cope with things. I'm am tired of being blocked by beings that think they know what is best for me, but give absolutely no explanation nor guidance. Especially when all i've encountered are people as clueless as I, or blatant manipulators. When will those who actually care start turning the tides in our favor and get out of the way?

It's difficult. If you feel these beings are 'on your side' so to speak, ie not malevolent, then there is a good chance they are not giving you the answers because, as difficult and frustrating as it might be, you need to find them yourself. I've been hugely frustrated by this myself many times, but in hindsight have to admit that the conclusions I came to had to be experienced rather than learned.

These beings have proven themselves to not be on my side. I wasn't always angry. This is a recent development. When I broke free March 2013 and was forcibly resealed by, I highly suspect it was Azrael or a being that goes by that name, I learned that the 'ones on my side' are sniveling cowards with no loyalties or remorse for the things they do. They have no issues lying to you, manipulating you, possessing people around you and brainwashing them into speaking highly of said being. For one purpose, to further oppress you.

Also had another dream that I will be posting.

It's begun.  Ask your questions, pay attention to the signs, and you'll have your answers.  The Universe is listening to us all the time.  Try talking to it.

It begun a while ago. It's ridiculous that I have to unseal myself Twice in one lifetime. But I've learned one crucial thing. "Fool me once? Shame on Me. Fool me twice? Shame on You." I'm done with my trust being taken advantage of to harm me further.