Light-Headed, is something going on?

It's 11:00 now, and for the past 7 or so hours I've felt... kind of pulled out of my body. Emphasis on pulled... like a force, it doesn't seem to be a consciousness or a being, but more like a natural force, a wave, is pulling my conscious. I feel a bit light-headed when I try to "stay the way I am." It feels a bit like when I go into that trance-like state in which I do readings... like, a part of me is aware and conscious, but much more of me is in the other realms and reacting to things going on there.

I fight it sort of instinctively because I don't know what's causing it (lol)... and because I feel insecure about being in the material realm while I'm being pulled elsewhere.

I don't know, are ya'll feeling out of sorts? Very full of energy or power or anything like that? Feels sort of like a global thing to me, or at least a lot of the time I've felt like this, like I couldn't identify what was happening and that it was more like a natural force, it's coincided with other large waves of energy that people were experiencing. I wonder what it'll mean if it's just me... like... what is causing this? And why?? It's times like this that I wish I had a proper temple, (lol!) where I could just sit and trance out and deliver information and not have to worry about being in the material world.

i dunno about out of sorts, but sudden illness got me over here. around monday it was just a sudden headache from feeling fine, and the next day i woke up with fever. AWESOME. lol

i have been feeling things picking up, destabilizing.... it's as though the entire area is just charged, coiled and waiting for the right stimulus to set something off. i tell ya... sometimes i wish i was still half as in tune with the spiritual plane as you guys are!

Eh, neither Rabid and I can sleep. Will probably spend the day doing something constructive. His insomnia may be medical.. I'm just really rattled (and pissed off.. not sure why), but I digress...

We're gonna get melatonin for Rabid and wrap him up in a blanket burrito. He's been having anxeity attacks, which explains his lack of activity here.. wonder if that's connected too. His anxeity I mean, if the current or tugging of the world is 'off'.

Well shit. I've been panicking a bit this week I have to admit because I've been seizure free with my epilepsy for almost two years. I'm about to get my driving license back and I freak out at the suggestion I might have another seizure and spoil it all.

Anyway, this week I've been getting the 'pre seizure' symptoms, or so I thought BUT as they basically consist of disconnectedness and light headedness maybe they weren't symptoms after all. Maybe I should be more open to the feelings instead of shutting them down.

I've been very easily irritated lately. Doesn't take much for my mother or for something else (mostly my mother) to annoy me or piss me the hell off in an instant. My mother's been managing to annoy me at times by doing almost nothing, actually.

But more odd is my... *ahem* cycle. It's not only late—almost a month late—but it's actually acting VERY wacky... I can't tell if I'm getting it or if I have it or what in the hell is going on!

And that feeling that shit's going to hit the fan? It's getting stronger, at least for me. I've been pretty on edge for the last week and a half to two weeks or so. Not only emotionally, but I've also been getting this feeling that something BAD is going to happen and soon... Like the feeling a cat gets when there's danger about; their fur stands on end and they get ready to fight.

Additionally, my grandmother's spirit (she died back in December) came to me in a dream recently. I can't remember what in the WORLD she told me though... All I know is that it was something important and that when I spoke to her, I KNEW that she knows what and who I really am.

And yeah. That's the unusual stuff going on with me. *shrugs*

~Melari

Now, I know this is a bit of a thread necro, and I apologise for that, however, I wanted to note, that around the time these posts were made, I was actually feeling this exact same things as OP described. To make it even more odd, this was before I had Awakened.

It's always good to have confirmation, even in retrospect