Names and encounters

It's painful for me to talk about, but I'm hoping to jog someone else memories so we can remember everything.

I've done my fair share of that very thing So no worries...

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Then when I worked through that, the next visions were worse, of watching him burning in fire ???? while two men held me back ????? D: D: D: D: (text is not sufficiently describing the torment these images have been causing me over the past week)

Since we've discussed some similar things recently, I now recognize the two men in this vision as Gabri'el and Rapha'el. Interesting since (I still think) I've met Raph here in Hilo town... and it was a very good meeting. Likewise with Gabri'el, what has been told recently has been a relief. I had almost forgotten that I had this flashback earlier this year. Almost. Then when I went searching for it, and looked at the memory again, I looked to my right and I feel that was Gabri'el, blond with blue streaks. I did not look to my left arm but I feel it was Rapha'el's energy, that sort of calm energy that he has and very healing.

I know that everything is about to change. I feel like I'm pulling away from the "distractions" and returning a focus onto what really matters...

Those names mentioned do bring up an image of memory and I knew some more then others as I found myself saying that one of them was a "brute" even though I didnt look into the memory yet.

The more that I look at them, the more that I feel a pull Like old forgotten friends that used to be very close. Unlike the feelings I had about others before meeting them, somehow I feel as if all these guys are absolutely fine now, thriving even. All the same *shrugs* whether they're thriving or not, I wouldn't mind catching up for old time's sake.

Hi you don't know me my name on this site is Azruel..no not my name just a name I thought up but I was looking over glossary of names and I was unexplainable drawn to the name Arazi'el since then have had a strange dream of fighting the shadow I don't know if these thing mean anything or not

It may or may not. Only you can decide that, dear one.

Look around and see if you can find anything that resonates with you. Many people have shared personal thoughts, dreams and insights. See if there are any that sparks anything in you. Neither of the names you used are familiar with me but then I was always on the outskirts of the angelic society so it's not surpriseing. They might, however be familiar to others.

Azaz'el wrote:

One of the things that can really mess with memories and understanding is the way names can and have been changed over the millennia since the First Times.  Satani'el is a Fallen Shadow, but isn't Satan.  And Satan is believed to be a title rather than an actual name, but it soon became adopted as a name.  

Az

Arent all our names but simple titles, Zadkiel being the sources righteousness, I think Sariel is the source's beauty. But yea I had a insight or well deep thinking on lucifer/satan. Satanel was said to be a seraphim angel and one of the first higher up and Lucifer a cherub. I believe it was said to be Lucifer, satanel, Michael, Gabriel, and Raphiel? I'm unsure to be honest I added later on along with Jophiel and others.

Zadki'el wrote:

Azaz'el wrote:

One of the things that can really mess with memories and understanding is the way names can and have been changed over the millennia since the First Times.  Satani'el is a Fallen Shadow, but isn't Satan.  And Satan is believed to be a title rather than an actual name, but it soon became adopted as a name.  

Az

Arent all our names but simple titles, Zadkiel being the sources righteousness, I think Sariel is the source's  beauty. But yea I had a insight or well deep thinking on lucifer/satan. Satanel was said to be a seraphim angel and one of the first higher up and Lucifer a cherub. I believe it was said to be Lucifer, satanel, Michael, Gabriel, and Raphiel? I'm unsure to be honest I added later on along with Jophiel and others.

Yeah. The names mean certain things.

In regard to Lucifer and Satan, I know Lucifer was a "higher-up", so to speak. Satan, I'm not sure. Something isn't letting me probe for those memories (probably because I've been tired as Hell, and unmotivated lately).