Capsha
Posts : 281 Join date : 2012-03-30 Age : 29 Location : Scotland
| Subject: Soul Beauty/Realisation Fri May 11, 2012 10:59 am | |
| This might be a bit of an emotional post!!Over the past few weeks I've realised that I don't need anyone to believe or like me being angelic -more specifically, Haniel- because it's none of their business and I can believe what I want to. I have solid memories and I've recalled things that other people have later spoken to me about and they could have no information about that memory at all from me. I am Haniel and I think it's just beginning to sink in. I'm the Archangel of Joy, I sent the dove after the Great Flood, I took care of the Tree of Life, I brought Enoch's soul back Home and helped him transition into Metatron. I can still feel my wings and aura buzzing when I think of those things. I've accepted that the Council were my family and always will be my family. Raphael. Michael, Jophiel, Sariel, Metatron, Jeremiel, Azrael, Sandalphon, Uriel, Raziel, Zadkiel, Ariel, Chamsiel, Raguel, Pheniel, Ananael... all of them are my bonded brothers and sisters. I think my soul is beautiful. Who else can say that they have a mix of human and angel soul? Who else can say that they were born from an angelic father and human mother but still reached the highest Divine levels? My energy is a soft pink but when I tap into my angelic energy it's blue. My aura is pink and I have a distinct "aura stamp" that my friend kindly drew for me. Looking at his drawing makes me feel a hundred times more... myself. Of course my biological family are important to me and I love them more than anything, but I also love my angelic father and step-mother (Hanaelan and Ariella) and my siblings. Maybe this is just more of my awakening but I want to apologize for anything I ever did or decided that potentially ruined anyone's life. I only did what I thought was best for the angelics, the Council and Earth. I would never intentially hurt anyone. It wasn't in my nature. I was an angel of joy, it was my job to teach humans and to guide them and show them happiness. I took my job very seriously both in this world and back Home. When I delve into astral I always return back to my origional form. White-blonde hair down to my hips, pure white wings like a dove's but with flecks of brown and black on the tips, bond sigils on my arms and legs. Some spirits look over-joyed to see me and some run. The point of this post was to point out that I guess I'm back. Ready to share more memories and to be accepted by my bonded loved ones | |
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Ishtahar Admin
Posts : 1158 Join date : 2010-02-05 Age : 60 Location : Wales
| Subject: Re: Soul Beauty/Realisation Fri May 11, 2012 6:37 pm | |
| I'm so pleased you've come to this point. You sound so much stronger. And you're right. Who the hell has the right to tell you you're not what you know yourself to be. Welcome home | |
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Ousa
Posts : 928 Join date : 2010-03-07 Age : 77 Location : Kansas
| Subject: Re: Soul Beauty/Realisation Fri May 11, 2012 8:33 pm | |
| We are all here for you! And I for one am very pleased to have you back by our sides once again! Ouza | |
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Capsha
Posts : 281 Join date : 2012-03-30 Age : 29 Location : Scotland
| Subject: Re: Soul Beauty/Realisation Wed May 16, 2012 9:13 am | |
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Ari'el Moderator
Posts : 737 Join date : 2010-03-30 Age : 38 Location : Upstate New York, USA
| Subject: Re: Soul Beauty/Realisation Fri May 18, 2012 7:59 pm | |
| I am very happy to hear this! *hugs and love* Welcome back. | |
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Capsha
Posts : 281 Join date : 2012-03-30 Age : 29 Location : Scotland
| Subject: Re: Soul Beauty/Realisation Fri May 18, 2012 10:07 pm | |
| Thanks, Ari'el. It's good to be 'back' | |
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